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Old 07-18-2012, 09:52 PM   #1
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Does this journl make me look fat?

Today is my "thirty something" bday!

Today is also the first day in a very very VERY long time I did not binge and purge.

I do not have the energy to go into detail of my past. One day I will. Long story short, I have spent most of my life making myself throw up every little thing I eat, and well, quite frankly I am so sick of it.

It is draining me mentally, physically and financially.

So I told myself that the best birthday gift I can give myself is the gift of healing.

So here we are.

I am taking it one day at a time, one hour at a time, and if needed, one minute at a time.

I have about 30 pounds I would like to lose the HEALTHY way.

So if you have the patience, stick with me, if not, then I will just be here talking to myself.

Wednesday July 18th

1 cup of iced coffee w/ creamer

Blue cheese burger and fries from Red Robbin (huge success that I did not throw it up!!)

Half a chicken tender

Diet and vodka (of course!)

I feel good. Tomorrow I am kicking it up a notch, I have family visiting in October, which is why in a perfect world I would love to lose 30 pounds by then.

If I stick to what I know works, I know it can be done.

Wish me luck!
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Old 07-18-2012, 10:18 PM   #2
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Happy Birthday and a happy new direction. Do your best, it is tough habit to break,especially if you been doing it so long...it becomes apart of your day and routine, and now you have think about what to do instead that is just as "exciting"- you know being successful in squeezing in a b/p session after hubby leaves and before the kids come home, or whatever, I know you know what I mean
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Old 07-18-2012, 10:21 PM   #3
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Happy Birthday and a happy new direction. Do your best, it is tough habit to break,especially if you been doing it so long...it becomes apart of your day and routine, and now you have think about what to do instead that is just as "exciting"- you know being successful in squeezing in a b/p session after hubby leaves and before the kids come home, or whatever, I know you know what I mean
Oh-my-gosh I DO know what you mean!!!

how did you know?????

Hopefully this journal will keep me occupied instead of the B/P. I would LOVE on my next birthday to come back and read this and be able to say "It has been a year since I binged/purged" KWIM?
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Old 07-19-2012, 05:49 AM   #4
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Good luck girl! There are a lot of us on this board that can relate! We are here to help, listen, whatever u need! I will say this tho...eating low carb really does help! I say it kills the demonds Aka...it really does kill the urge to binge. Good luck and happy bday
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