The Big Reveal

[Dedicated]

Originally Posted by Jayce

Me too! lol.

If y'all wouldn't mind, I would welcome positive thoughts & prayers tomorrow. It's gonna be incredibly awkward due to this person's personality...just dreading it. :-/ Oy vey.

Girl...We've got you! Be firm, be honest, be you!

Originally Posted by Jayce

Amber: Yes, I got the Mirena...my doctor recommended it b/c I am bad about remembering to take BC pills, as well as what's better for me since I take blood pressure meds. I hope it works out b/c I've wanted it for awhile, but was only able to afford it once I got hlth insurance.

Cass/TX Mommy: I used to do yoga...I need to look into it again. When I have a bad attack, it feels like something is sitting on my chest & it's hard to breathe. I know it's not my heart b/c I went to ER 1 time last year when it happened & they ran tests. My bloodwork was all really good that I just got done in November as well. It happens when I start tensing up, getting stressed (usually at work). It's just scary.

So, I am not happy w/ myself b/c I went "hog wild" (appropriate term) on Wed. after the doctor's & getting a ticket. I was cramping majorly (on TOM also) & pretty much just feeling sorry for myself. I ate the following during the course of that day: 3 large butter croissants, salt & pepper potato chips, a King Size bag of Reese's mini cups, a big oatmeal cookie, bagel w/ cream cheese, & caramel apple spice drink from Starbucks....See a trend here? It's all damn carbs! I have such an addiction to them, I swear. So yea, I am up to 221.6 now (was 217 on Mon. when I started my period). Arghhhhhh.

Ok...confession over. Lol

Confession is good for the soul, now we gotta do better!!!
I hate horribly at a board of trustees meeting yesterday so I know the feeling...but back on track and TOM is here too so I'm craving horribly.

[s1mon3]

Hey JG!!! Its easy for us to use food when we need comfort. You had a very stressful day. Today is a new day you've confessed....time to dust off because at this point the gain is only water. Drink up and flush out. All will be well in a couple of days.

Happy Friday girlie! Enjoy it!!

[Jayce]

Thanks, y'all...I'm glad you're back on here posting bc I missed my girls!

My biggest thing I wanna work on is WATER intake. I swear I've been drinking 2-3 cans or bottles of diet soda a day lately. Ugh.

[TexasMommy]

Hey girl! You will get back to where you were - we all slip up! Breathe girl!!

How did today go?

[Jayce]

Originally Posted by TexasMommy

Hey girl! You will get back to where you were - we all slip up! Breathe girl!!

How did today go?

Thanks, Cass.

Um, so today was craptastic, as far as firing the guy. He started raising his voice at me, but luckily my boss had decided to sit in, so he kinda cut him off. The dude had the nerve to say that there had been "no discussions" regarding his performance (uh, really, dude? We had a formal written reprimand that YOU SIGNED, as well as many, many e-mails sent to him regarding constant mistakes). He blew my mind. I've compiled a file of the stuff he's been doing so that I have proof just in case he tries to act a fool.

I just ate a Toll House cookie ice cream sandwich that has 53 carbs in it by itself. I really, really dislike myself right now. I swear I am a big baby sometimes.

[nikkiluvslowcarb]

Jayce, pull yourself together chicka. This guy is not worth you spinning out of control on your WOE. Don't beat yourself up either, just get right back on plan. Big hugs!

[Dedicated]

Originally Posted by Jayce

Thanks, y'all...I'm glad you're back on here posting bc I missed my girls!

My biggest thing I wanna work on is WATER intake. I swear I've been drinking 2-3 cans or bottles of diet soda a day lately. Ugh.

Yeah I'm glad we're back too!

You'll be good!

[DesertGurl]

Ugh, w.t.f. with these kooky people who think they get fired undeservedly! Like you all woke up one day and said, hey lets fire him shall we!
I'm sorry he was an idiot about it, but do NOT let this moron derail your progress and hard work. He isn't worth it! Take you're frutration out at the gym and not on your diet! Chin up chicky, moving forward.

[s1mon3]

Originally Posted by Jayce

Thanks, y'all...I'm glad you're back on here posting bc I missed my girls!

My biggest thing I wanna work on is WATER intake. I swear I've been drinking 2-3 cans or bottles of diet soda a day lately. Ugh.

Glad we're back to chica! Let get it in! This is just a minor bump.

[Tyl]

Lots of good advice! Keep ya head up sweetie

[Jayce]

Thanks, y'all. I will post more at another time. I'm just "down" right now & feel like either crying or punching something. LOL. I detest being a woman at times.

[Dedicated]

Morning boo!!! How was the wknd?

[nikkiluvslowcarb]

Good morning! Hope today is a better day for you.

[Bejewelme]

Oh hun, I am sorry you are all funky feeling, but snap out of it, you have come too far, don't go down the road of eating carbs and feeling sorry, been there done that, if you ate them, OK forgive and move along, if you think you want them, you don't, they are not worth it, so either way snap out of it and back to it girlie!!! You have lost like 40 pounds right? That is a lot of weight and not worth jeopardizing with some stupid ass eating! So chin up and move along, you can do it, you are tough, what is your name, Frisky Fighter right????

[s1mon3]

JG!! This will all come to an end soon...keep your head up

[Vanessa40]

Originally Posted by Jayce

Thanks, y'all. I will post more at another time. I'm just "down" right now & feel like either crying or punching something. LOL. I detest being a woman at times.

I can so relate to this statement
How you are feeling better today

[ceecee08]

Hey JG.... Sorry your in a funk. It will go away. And the nerve of that guy!!!!! Yes some people need it all spelled out for them. SMH

Have a good day girl!!! The blues will go away.

[TexasMommy]

Hey sweet girl! I hope you are on the path to feeling better! I understand what you said about destesting being a woman at times - Any time my hormones are imbalanced I feel depressed and out of it. I have been taking vit d3 to help because I always feel worse during the winter even if nothing bad is happening in my life. I hope you come back and post soon. Remember that YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND DESERVE TO BE HAPPY and you have support here.

[s1mon3]

JG!!! Get in here girl!!

I hope all is better hun!!

[Dedicated]

Hey boo! Hope you're doing well! Let one of us know! (Don't send me into stalker mode) LOL

[Bejewelme]

Jayce where are you hun???? Are you feeling better now???

[DesertGurl]

Missing you, hope everything is ok honey.

[nikkiluvslowcarb]

Stopping in to check on you. Hope your doing well... We miss you.

[metqa]

a King Size bag of Reese's mini cups

That's impressive! And I've seen those tollhouse cookie ice cream sandos, they are huge! I couldn't find a regular sized one.

I read that you are having a lot of stress and stuff, so I just delurked to give you a and try to cheer you up with knowing I love the same junky snack foods as you do! haha!

Be well, and come back soon and tell all about it.

[Bejewelme]

Jayce I saw you on the badger thread, thought maybe you need to post in your journal, LOL Tell is about move, was that sudden?? What's up???

[s1mon3]

Yeah JG...Sup?

[Jayce]

Hola, ladies! I will check in later once I get home. Thanks for checking on me.

[TexasMommy]

Hey, hope everything is looking up for ya!

[Dedicated]

Hey JG!

[DesertGurl]

There ya are! Hope all is well Sweets!