My journey to defeating the "fat monster". One slice of Pizza at a time.

Magz3 · 10-25-2009, 01:03 AM

I've been comtemplating starting a weight loss journal for quite some time. As a way of finding support and holding myself accountable. So today
i have FINALLY done it.

I can't even remember how many times i have started and stopped this woe. About 6 years ago i lost 35 pounds, got complacement and gained every bit back plus some. A matter a fact i have surpassed my all time high weight. OMG do you know what that means my high weight is no longer 260 it's 270. How the heck did that happen. I think that pizza, cake, and doritos had something to do with it, those filthy drugs. LOL.

So i'm making today my day one. I've already been excercising. 5-6 days a week for the pass month.

A matter a fact excercise has never been my problem. I've always found it to be the food I'm shoveling in my mouth. Which is why this time i'm really striving for the lifestyle change not just the weight loss. The day my husband put his arm around my shoulder and said to me he was concerned about my health and wanted me to be around so we could grow old together I knew things had gone too far. I really have to make some changes. It was soo sweet of him to be worried about me and at the same time I felt so totally embarassed for letting myself go. So again today is day one and this time I know i can do it.

Minerva · 10-25-2009, 06:31 AM

Well done, Magz3! Best wishes with the journal.

Magz3 · 10-27-2009, 01:01 PM

Okay this week is going to kill me. Candy EVERYWHERE!. Today not only did
I cheat, but i was so sneaking with it. I could not resist the darn snickers that was calling my name all morning.

Yesterday we bought our halloween candy for Saturday. The plan was that we were going to put the bags up and not think about them again till halloween. Well my husband got into the snickers last nite and i saw that he put the mini snickers in the candy dish. Well aftering fighting the urge for few hours i finally broke down and ate one. Which i instantly began obsessing about. and i felt so guilty afterward that i hid the wrapper in the bottom of the trash can so my hubby would know i cheated. I was thinking what the heck am i doing. This is pathetic. So after my pity party i pulled myself together and had tuna salad and water for lunch. God it's going to be a long week.

10-25-2009, 01:03 AM	#1
Magz3 Junior LCF Member Join Date: Feb 2004 Location: Sunrise, FL Posts: 12 Gallery: Magz3 Stats: 270/265.4/150 WOE: Atkins Start Date: restart Oct 1 2009	My journey to defeating the "fat monster". One slice of Pizza at a time. I've been comtemplating starting a weight loss journal for quite some time. As a way of finding support and holding myself accountable. So today i have FINALLY done it. I can't even remember how many times i have started and stopped this woe. About 6 years ago i lost 35 pounds, got complacement and gained every bit back plus some. A matter a fact i have surpassed my all time high weight. OMG do you know what that means my high weight is no longer 260 it's 270. How the heck did that happen. I think that pizza, cake, and doritos had something to do with it, those filthy drugs. LOL. So i'm making today my day one. I've already been excercising. 5-6 days a week for the pass month. A matter a fact excercise has never been my problem. I've always found it to be the food I'm shoveling in my mouth. Which is why this time i'm really striving for the lifestyle change not just the weight loss. The day my husband put his arm around my shoulder and said to me he was concerned about my health and wanted me to be around so we could grow old together I knew things had gone too far. I really have to make some changes. It was soo sweet of him to be worried about me and at the same time I felt so totally embarassed for letting myself go. So again today is day one and this time I know i can do it. __________________ Never give up, never surrender My journey to defeating the fat monster, one slice of pizza at a time

10-27-2009, 01:01 PM	#3
Magz3 Junior LCF Member Join Date: Feb 2004 Location: Sunrise, FL Posts: 12 Gallery: Magz3 Stats: 270/265.4/150 WOE: Atkins Start Date: restart Oct 1 2009	Cheats and Sneaks Okay this week is going to kill me. Candy EVERYWHERE!. Today not only did I cheat, but i was so sneaking with it. I could not resist the darn snickers that was calling my name all morning. Yesterday we bought our halloween candy for Saturday. The plan was that we were going to put the bags up and not think about them again till halloween. Well my husband got into the snickers last nite and i saw that he put the mini snickers in the candy dish. Well aftering fighting the urge for few hours i finally broke down and ate one. Which i instantly began obsessing about. and i felt so guilty afterward that i hid the wrapper in the bottom of the trash can so my hubby would know i cheated. I was thinking what the heck am i doing. This is pathetic. So after my pity party i pulled myself together and had tuna salad and water for lunch. God it's going to be a long week.

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10-25-2009, 06:31 AM	#2
Minerva Senior LCF Member Join Date: Sep 2009 Location: UK Posts: 190 Gallery: Minerva Stats: (266H) 264/250/154 Waist: 46.5/43/30? WOE: Atkins OWL Start Date: 28 Sep 2009	Well done, Magz3! Best wishes with the journal.