I wanna be the "hot mom" LOL

[jfarmer1]

if it was not for my daughter asking me to play in the snow i would not have even gotten out of bed this morning! she is trying so hard to cheer me up... I know everything will eventually be ok but right now everything looks terrible. this may we would have been together 3 years and he had an engagement ring in layaway! MEN SUCK

dont really feel like eating so i just had some diet pop this morning.. i also have a cry headache and a sore throat. a few days of laying in bed feeling sorry for myself and i will be closer to normal

my niece is here she has been great..she keeps reminding me of all the negatives of the relationship and says that is what i should think about ... aww to be 15 and not understand love but she tries and i love her for it.

[jfarmer1]

ok.. i took my daughter out to eat.. we went to cracker barrel and i ate off the low carb menu.. i will not let this affect my WOE.

* TMI about my life alert*
all my friends have been great. I even had a nice therapy session with my best friend, and one with my niece.. we talked about how i have only dated 3 guys in my entire 35 years of life.... I dated one guy in hs for like 6 months then after hs met my ex husband dated for 1 and 1/2 years got married at 19 and stayed married for 13 years. then met my ex boyfriend jumped right into another relationship for almost 3 years...

so the end result of therpary was date and date different peopel just for fun!.. scary for me never dated like that before... but i am up for it.. i even have a blind date that my bff set up for me on sat... hmm she says we are all 4 ( me her her hubby and his friend from work) just to have fun.. not to try and click so.. i am gonna go for it. I am gonna go get my nails done today and my feet! that will make me feel LOTS better

[6-R-bust-2009]

Hi Jill! I am so sorry you are hurting right now. I think your best friend is wise and gives great advice! Enjoy the pampering today with the nails. I bet you will have a great time Sat!!!!!

Big congrats on your weigh in!!!!!! You rock YOU SKINNY MINI !!!!!

[6-R-bust-2009]

Just swinging by to say hi! Hope you are feeling better Jill!

[jfarmer1]

still sick with cold and cough... feeling better about last weekend and the break up..

thanks for checkin in on me michelle!

breakfast: bologna
lunch... atkins bar
supper chili 1/2 a bowl

i hate couging so hard i pee all over myself! this really sucks eggs

[6-R-bust-2009]

Hope you woke up with that cold gone today! Get better! Yeah I got to agree coughing so hard you pee sure would suck eggs!

[jfarmer1]

hey michelle, yeah feeling some better still got that darn cough. why does a cough tend to stay withus for weeks on end? its been raining a lot here so got sinus headache too ;(

146.0 today! so glad i am moving down.. ya know i am not really doing anything different than i did before... well i have had a fewmore carbs than before ( beans, apples, etc) maybe thats what it is... I definatly am not complaining! although my luck will be cuz i barely ate for 2 or 3 days when i was so sick LOL

2 fried bologan
sample packet of a low carb cereral from nettrition and carb count down milk
1/4 of grannysmith apple and peanutbutter
dinner????? will post agian later hopefully

[6-R-bust-2009]

Jill big congrats on the 146!!!!!!!!!! I hope that pesky cough leaves you soon!!!!
I just read a study that said good carbs with breakfast resulted in more loss. Could be! I have been thinking of adding oats and lc bread back.
Enjoy your day!

[jfarmer1]

hot wings
tuna and celery
steak shrimp mushrooms rotel tom
2 sf choc pieces
1 carb smart icecream
TOM is coming so craving snacks with chocolate

[6-R-bust-2009]

Darn that tom anyways! Can't he just stay away? He should be visiting me tomorrow (boo hiss!). I think your handling the snacky well. It's LC!

[6-R-bust-2009]

Hi Jill! I'm just checkin in here to see how you are! Hope the tom stuff is leaving u alone!

[jfarmer1]

been forever since i posted in my blog or got on this site...

now my computer is fixed i can get on more often! I really missed everyone.
k so my weight is coming of extremely slow down to 144.8 but hey thats ok as l ong as i am not gaining it ALL ok

[6-R-bust-2009]

Hi Jill! It is great too see you back! Sounds like your doing terrific!

[jfarmer1]

lower carb cereal with carb count donw milk
and the meatballs out of my daughters spaghetti and meatballs (LOL)
lunch:
meatballs
6---3 carbs...
water water water
dinner.... up in the air...i am thinkin either chicken or tuna salad and roasted veggies

[jfarmer1]

i am having the worst time getting back on plan!!!!!!!!!! my internet is not working down stairs so it is a hassle to log on at the house...

I have got to get back on plan... i was down to 144 is 145 and maintained at 148 for a while now i am 149-149 and want to get down to 140 but jumping back on the wagon is really realy hard!!!!!!!!!

now that school is out and I wont be working both jobs maybe it will be easier.. my motivation now that i am only 10 lbs away from goal is SO low!

This is a good weekend to start I have done this before and been so succesful.. I CAN do this i just gotta find a way to get motivated

[jfarmer1]

ok i started meat and egg yesterday. thought i would do that for 3-5 days to get my cravings under control.. did well yesterday except for some fruit and a piece of chocolate sf candy...much better than my other false starts that ended with chips and icecream lol

today doing ok.. meat and a few nuts today,... but the night is still young gotta work til 12 get home at 1 am... wish me luck

[6-R-bust-2009]

Jill just stopping to say hi! Looks like we both have been awol.