now its for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[sassy40]

hi i am 47 i have 5 kids and three granddaughters. my kids give me tons of stress. i have some problems that keep me from working. i have mieners syndrom. ( i stay dizzy all the time) sometimes it gets so bad i cannot get out of bed, i have had that for 18 years. i also have high blood pressure. colesterol. and in 2005 i had a heart attack. ( i did not know it then) i found out a few months after it happened. i remember when it was i just didnt put 2 and 2 together .( deniel). my weight has always been a problem for me. when i was 18 i went on a starvation diet of sorts and lost 86 piounds in 6 months. i was thin a size 5. boy i thought i was the bomb. i met my hubby when i was 20 had my 1st child at 22 and since then the weight has pilled on. i remember when i was getting close to 200lbs i said no way not again. well that was 10 years ago and now here i am sitting at close to 300lbs.. i started this woe on 1/3/08 i have stuck to the plan and slolwly lost 5 pounds. and i am very proud of that 5 pound lose i will never again be 293 pounds.at first i really wasnt drinking water i thought well diet drinks have zero everything. well i wasnt losing, now i drink water all day. well going 2 bed back tomorrow