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MAJOR LCF POSTER!
Join Date: Mar 2006
Location: Central Texas
Posts: 1,957
Gallery: FaithM.
WOE: Basic LC
Start Date: 1/10/06
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Marci! Right, just don't burn the house down or give me something else to holler over and you can stay up till whenever! Glad I'm not the only mom like that. Rather, I should say closet mom, LOL, because we all do that just most won't admit it! ![]() |
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#483 | |
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Senior LCF Member
Join Date: Aug 2007
Location: Bay Area, CA
Posts: 895
Gallery: mstamika
Stats: 212/194/139
WOE: Atkins
Start Date: Started Again x2 Aug 28, 2007
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Thanks for the well wishes. I am planning to post my adventures in my journal... boy were there MANY!I hope all is well with you. How are you? I had some bouts with insomnia while I was in NY and NJ. When I got home my insomnia wasn't any better but I've had a few good days lately.. I've been to bed by 2AM. ![]() |
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#484 |
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Senior LCF Member
Join Date: Apr 2007
Location: texas
Posts: 480
Gallery: nicsweed
Stats: ST349/NOW-270/goal-175
WOE: "(WW-CORE)--Whole food nutrition"
Start Date: restart:01/30 2008
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FAITH WHERE U BEE GURL.....WELL BE PROUD BECAUSE NIC, FINALLY TOOK THE PLUNDGE , I OFFICALY HAVE A JOURNAL OF MY VERY OWN
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#486 |
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Junior LCF Member
Join Date: Sep 2008
Location: Central Texas
Posts: 3
Gallery: It's Faith
Stats: former: 298/259/138
WOE: Basic Low Carb
Start Date: 8/31/08
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Hey my friends! Just posting to let you guys know I am going by a new username now. Time for a fresh start all around. I have been up, down, and all around these days. Whew! Trying to get back on my feet after an amazingly difficult past year.
Will try to go around and catch up on all my old friends soon. I love you all! |
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#487 |
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Junior LCF Member
Join Date: Sep 2008
Location: Central Texas
Posts: 3
Gallery: It's Faith
Stats: former: 298/259/138
WOE: Basic Low Carb
Start Date: 8/31/08
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#490 |
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Senior LCF Member
Join Date: Apr 2007
Location: New Zealand
Posts: 186
Gallery: NarcissisticFairy
Stats: 194/182.7/140ish
WOE: Low Carb
Start Date: Restart Sept 2008
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Welcome Back Faith. *big hug*
I myself am slinking back in after mucking around for the past year, using every excuse I can think of! |
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#492 |
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Junior LCF Member
Join Date: Sep 2008
Location: Central Texas
Posts: 3
Gallery: It's Faith
Stats: former: 298/259/138
WOE: Basic Low Carb
Start Date: 8/31/08
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Hey, Guys. Sorry about the time delay. A part of me which thought I was ready to be back full force, in reality I guess, hasn't been. I feel I am slowly getting there. I'm here now because I needed to get something off my chest and didn't really know where else I could go...
Within my family, the pain is still too fresh and besides, we all have our own individual ways of dealing with things. I am grieving. We lost my mom this month, 10 days before my birthday. And here, I am in that frame of mind where I cannot sleep. I cannot stop thinking of her. I cannot stop crying. There are just some things surrounding her passing that I am having a very hard time getting past. Besides the fact that I missed seeing her the week before she went. And I had needed very badly to ask her something that I will now never know the answer to and that I will be left speculating till the day I die. I also needed to tell her just one last time how much that I love her and it is killing me. No matter how many times I told her before, because I didn't want to live with the regret of not having done so, all of those times were never enough. Never would be, I presume. The dynamics of our family, the dynamics of my entire existence has been readjusted. The others are in mourning too but it sounds like they have made peace with this in some certain way that I haven't been able to. idk, maybe perhaps it has something to do with my being the "baby". I have been reading that here and there. I don't know what else to say. So much to say while at the same time having nothing. *sigh* Well, I'll have to be getting the kids up for school here in less than half an hour. I guess I will just stay up until then. I don't know when I will be back in. I only ask if you guys can please keep me and my family in your prayers. These Holidays are going to suck. Love, Faith Last edited by It's Faith : 10-31-2008 at 04:21 AM. |
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