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Tennis4.0 · 04-08-2007, 12:34 PM

Okay, here I go. Trying to write all those thoughts going around in my head. Today has been the worst in my LC journey. I know what sets me off. I am 38 yo and have the emotional maturity of a 12 yo. Let me start with saying I moved to a new town a few months ago. My brain knows that it takes a couple of years to make friends. But the people I have met so far are so insecure that they make me feel insecure. they will only shop at "appropriate" stores. i asked one 45 yo woman for a recommendation for an OBGYN. You would have thought I had asked her for porn! She wouldn't even give me a recommendation. And she has 4 kids!!!! And the really pathetic part is that I can't laugh at them with anyone. So I do what I have done the last week. I eat. I feel like crap. I tried to go for a run today and couldn't even do that. Now I am taking out my mood on my family. I think I need to curl up with something healthy and hide for a few hours.

Silver Spice · 04-08-2007, 12:44 PM

Tennis4.0 · 04-08-2007, 12:48 PM

Thank you.

Silver Spice · 04-09-2007, 05:26 AM

Are you feeling any better today? I know that some days are better than others. Here's to hoping today is better for you

Tennis4.0 · 04-09-2007, 06:49 AM

I am feeling better today. Thank you. It is amazing how much better I feel when I just get it off my chest! Thank you for checking in.

Silver Spice · 04-09-2007, 08:55 AM

Glad to hear that! I'll check in on you once in awhile.

04-08-2007, 12:34 PM	#1
Tennis4.0 blabbermouth!!! Join Date: Jan 2007 Posts: 6,723 Gallery: Tennis4.0 Start Date: 12/1/06	mums Okay, here I go. Trying to write all those thoughts going around in my head. Today has been the worst in my LC journey. I know what sets me off. I am 38 yo and have the emotional maturity of a 12 yo. Let me start with saying I moved to a new town a few months ago. My brain knows that it takes a couple of years to make friends. But the people I have met so far are so insecure that they make me feel insecure. they will only shop at "appropriate" stores. i asked one 45 yo woman for a recommendation for an OBGYN. You would have thought I had asked her for porn! She wouldn't even give me a recommendation. And she has 4 kids!!!! And the really pathetic part is that I can't laugh at them with anyone. So I do what I have done the last week. I eat. I feel like crap. I tried to go for a run today and couldn't even do that. Now I am taking out my mood on my family. I think I need to curl up with something healthy and hide for a few hours.

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04-08-2007, 12:44 PM	#2
Silver Spice Very Gabby LCF Member!!! Join Date: Jan 2007 Location: Southern Polk County ~ Florida Posts: 3,241 Gallery: Silver Spice

04-08-2007, 12:48 PM	#3
Tennis4.0 blabbermouth!!! Join Date: Jan 2007 Posts: 6,723 Gallery: Tennis4.0 Start Date: 12/1/06	Thank you.

04-09-2007, 05:26 AM	#4
Silver Spice Very Gabby LCF Member!!! Join Date: Jan 2007 Location: Southern Polk County ~ Florida Posts: 3,241 Gallery: Silver Spice	Are you feeling any better today? I know that some days are better than others. Here's to hoping today is better for you

04-09-2007, 06:49 AM	#5
Tennis4.0 blabbermouth!!! Join Date: Jan 2007 Posts: 6,723 Gallery: Tennis4.0 Start Date: 12/1/06	I am feeling better today. Thank you. It is amazing how much better I feel when I just get it off my chest! Thank you for checking in.

04-09-2007, 08:55 AM	#6
Silver Spice Very Gabby LCF Member!!! Join Date: Jan 2007 Location: Southern Polk County ~ Florida Posts: 3,241 Gallery: Silver Spice	Glad to hear that! I'll check in on you once in awhile.