On a more serious side

[faemajik]

It is about time I become accountable and take action and control over this aspect of my life once and for all.
It is almost a year since I was gifted with surgery to replace my tubular mammories to a space on my body they should have been and hadnt been in far to many years to be honest. And removing years of weight struggles, child carrying and lack of continual excercise allowed my stomach to play patty cake with my thighs~~ of course the girls had to tag along~~

So, that said, aside from the vertigo that has me staggering like a constant drunk I took the leap of faith and started my journey to find the person I should be.


Join me if you will in the daily saga of a day in my life
today is Friday and I weigh 136
I am on M/E
thus far my intake consists of

3 cups of coffe( or was it 4 ) sweetened with stevia clear~ as that is all taste buds will allow anymore~
4 paranil~well 2 now as my arse forgot its 4 a day and not 2 ~
1 scoop of colonix fiber
24 oz of water( once I finish this the last will be down)

I am thinking of eating but havent decided as of yet what to insert into the cavern and am trying to decipher am I REALLY hungry or just still so used the habit work had me in. I never was a morning "feed me" person, but 4 months in the workforce had me in that phase so will keep "feeling it out" to see

just got the DS up 45 mins after he is SUPPOSED to get up on his own, time to get him into school mode
will write back later

[faemajik]

ok, so its now 11:22 and I have done my grocery shopping for the week
made my phone call to the soil scientist so I can get the ball rolling with getting the property ready to move onto and got J moving slowly

My chores are done
and I am sleepy which is not unual for me lately.

Anywho, here is more input


Brunch
11 teriyaki chicken wings
16.9 oz water

there MUST be a friggin woodpecker on my townhome as the constant pecking/tapping noise is driving me and I cant find out where else it would come from.

Gonna finish this water and go take a nice luxury bath
I am fixin chicken taco's for the menfolk for dinner and I may have something like chicken tenders that are left over or perhaps some turkey breast
not sure yet as its early

I am waiting my slimstyles and netrition order to get here and it gets here before DH gets home or its curtains for me

Back in later

[faemajik]

so ok, I have had like a gallon of water today and no soda
I ate 2 thin slices of cajun turkey breast with some egg salad ( about 2-3 tbsp) for dinner
I have had my klertiea and my vitamin

I got my slimstlyes chocolate in and my netrition PB,peppermint patty and coconut so I will be starting that soon, wanna try and stay M/E till Monday and then go onto slimstyles with a M/E Chaser.

It all depends on what I weigh in the am

Tomorrow will be my weigh in and measure and we will track weekly on weight( altho I am a slave to the scale I will not let it drag me down if the numbers change) and I will measure bi-weekly.

I have horrid metal mouth and starting to get floaties in my pee TMI for those that choose to "lurk" but hey, It's all about me right?

DH is on my pc and I am on his laptop so typing has been a challenge on this post.

My mood is stressed/strained, have not heard crapola from my soil scientist so I MUST beg and plead with many strong that no news is good news, I am not sure my nerves can take much more

Well, off to read a wee bit more then onwards and upwards to my bed, its gonna be cold tonight. they forcast 46* windows are open and I am looking forward to snuggling with my and getting a good night sleep

[faemajik]

Ok so the scale said 135 this am.
I had 3 cups of coffee with my stevia clear and each one had pumpkin spice cream in them. I took my 4 paranils, then at 9:30 I made my first SS shake!
Double chocolate, 1 scoop, 8oz water, some SF Davinici Coconut, my scoop of fiber for my colonix program and ice. Poured it into a glass and drank. I didnt get the whole mix in the glass, the rest is in the fridge to see how it puddings out later

I am drinking my first 16.9oz bottle of water and it is almost gone.

We are going to the property today and lee is trying to see about taking the house site up the farther hillside, which means a new road and lots of work we will see.

I am not sure what I will do for lunch or if we will be home.

Dinner will be garlic shrimp, bacon wrapped scallops, mahi mahi and grouper. Not sure what or how much I will eat of that but, that is whats on the menu.

Will write more when I return

[faemajik]

well, all day spent at the property. Consumed alot of water and pulled out alot of choking vines from my trees. Tore down the old pump house and took some pics of the woodpecker, a fuzzy cricket and my men
Came home and grilled them fish, broiled bacon wrapped scallops and pan sauted shrimp in butter, garlic, chipolte seasonings.

I had some shrimp and maybe 5 scallops. I am FULL.
so my food consumption has been just this, no other shake and no hunger.

Off to take a bath after I read a bit to catch up on the boards then my nighty night tea and bed

[faemajik]

ok, shake for breakfast along with my paranil etc.
lots of water today
well not as much as yesterday admittedly.
Went to the flea market and browsed.
Came home and had 4 small boiled chicken tenders.
for dinner had 1 italian sausage and a diet lime pepsi
fixing some tea and thats about it for me today
OH was down to 134.5

Heres to another loss in the am!!??

[faemajik]

k so its noon fifteen now and am finally finishing my first ss shake Its been a whirlwind since I got up this am.

I have already walked darn near 2 miles in my house alone( up and down stairs to do cleaning too)

FINALLY got a call about our septic issue, and it seems it may be the only issues are those of getting to get people in the same place at the same time.
Regardless Mr. Al will call me back today to advise me what the status is.
please for those that lurk, I need all the support I can be gifted with that this will work out so we can get on and get our homestead set up by xmas.

I was 134.5 this am I can taste the 120's ( course Ive tasted them before but this time I INTEND to get below them and savor the flavor of the low end of 100's)

My DH is down to 206 I am so proud of him since he was 225. My DS seems to stick around 150 well as long as he is healthy I guess is all that matters.

So today I am cleaning, getting J's schoolwork out and intent sent to the BOE, forgot to pay the storage so have to go do that tomorrow. Need to call the GSC for J's classes this week.

I swear my plate is full and I wonder why I am so tired all the time.

I do feel more energetic this day so far, heck I even drove into Macon and thats a challenge since I LOATHE driving let alone 45 mins

Dinner this evening is roasted turkey, mash taters/gravy and corn for the menfolk and turkey for me.

Now back to my regularly scheduled program

[faemajik]

alrighty then
the scale said 134 this am but I am not taking it till a weight stays the same or less for more then 1 day

I got up and clipped on my pedi, did my normal morning routine, yanno
get my coffee IV, start breakfast and lunch for the man, get upstairs and get him ready, downstairs to make his coffee and see him out the door upstairs to make the bad, do my pickup routine etc
downstairs to get into my morning as it unravels

well I decided to run up and down the stairs 4 times and did 20 squats while waiting for J to get up and into his routine

Went to pay my storage bill, get a few things I need from storage, stop into wallyworld to grab a few must haves back home and had my shake
first bottle of water down and heading into my 2nd now
pedi says I already clocked over 2 miles I do plan on walking outside at some point today, perhaps a wee bit later towards dinner or after dinner time

Dinner tonight is
thin pork loin chops with some EVOO smeared on both sides, sliced mushrooms, sea salt, pepper, basil, and havarti cheese placed in square cassarole dish covered with tin foil. Will pop into oven to bake and then serve with the coucous( or however it is spelled) for the men. I of course will only have a chop.

My tummy is rattlin a wee bit so off to get me a boiled chicken tender