Baindegael's Stinkin Journal

baindegael · 08-13-2006, 05:24 PM

well...... let's see.....

here I sit, weighing anywhere from 195 to 200, upset that back in September I weighed 175 or 180. And I've been on plan for almost 4 months, I wonder if my metabolism is jacked up....

Tomorrow, I go to the doc @ 8:30. Two reasons, I have a lump in my armpit, I'm not worried about that, the other reason, I'm curious. If I eat anything what has even trace amts of sugar, my legs and feet swell. I went shopping with May and was trying on shoes and my feet were too swollen to buy sandals.... diabetes? glucose intolerance? don't know, 'tis why I'm going to see Julia.

I'm also ver concerned about Aiden now. He's at my mom's while I work, and she is a feeder. Feed to not be bored, feed to shut up, feed bc it's time to eat... and he's gained a lot of weight, I had to get him husky pants and it breaks my heart... he's so cute and sweet, ID on't want him to go through the same thing. But it's hard when money is limited. May and I want to get him into Kent Jewish Center After Care , they have swimming and what not at 4:00 for the kids, but I have to get my mom to take him bc I'm working.....

we'll see... on everything, huh?

baindegael · 08-13-2006, 05:26 PM

oh and there's someone here, we're starting over tomorrow, strict, I know that I will go back to induction tomorrow and journal it, I never want to see a # 2 in front of my weight again, and I won't.

08-13-2006, 05:24 PM	#1
baindegael Way too much time on my hands! Join Date: Dec 2003 Location: Heaven's Waiting Room Posts: 10,755 Gallery: baindegael Stats: Highest 323-5'9" 282/200.0/165 WOE: Low Carb- Veggies are my friends Start Date: 10/29/2003	Baindegael's Stinkin Journal well...... let's see..... here I sit, weighing anywhere from 195 to 200, upset that back in September I weighed 175 or 180. And I've been on plan for almost 4 months, I wonder if my metabolism is jacked up.... Tomorrow, I go to the doc @ 8:30. Two reasons, I have a lump in my armpit, I'm not worried about that, the other reason, I'm curious. If I eat anything what has even trace amts of sugar, my legs and feet swell. I went shopping with May and was trying on shoes and my feet were too swollen to buy sandals.... diabetes? glucose intolerance? don't know, 'tis why I'm going to see Julia. I'm also ver concerned about Aiden now. He's at my mom's while I work, and she is a feeder. Feed to not be bored, feed to shut up, feed bc it's time to eat... and he's gained a lot of weight, I had to get him husky pants and it breaks my heart... he's so cute and sweet, ID on't want him to go through the same thing. But it's hard when money is limited. May and I want to get him into Kent Jewish Center After Care , they have swimming and what not at 4:00 for the kids, but I have to get my mom to take him bc I'm working..... we'll see... on everything, huh? __________________ Mini Goal 240 by 2/28/04- Met 02/09/04 Next Goal- 225 by 05/24/04 (my bday)- met 04/04/04 New goal- 199 by 08/01/2007 Lynn Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. Rants of a Mad Chubby Woman My FitDay

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08-13-2006, 05:26 PM	#2
baindegael Way too much time on my hands! Join Date: Dec 2003 Location: Heaven's Waiting Room Posts: 10,755 Gallery: baindegael Stats: Highest 323-5'9" 282/200.0/165 WOE: Low Carb- Veggies are my friends Start Date: 10/29/2003	oh and there's someone here, we're starting over tomorrow, strict, I know that I will go back to induction tomorrow and journal it, I never want to see a # 2 in front of my weight again, and I won't.