A New Direction

passionfairy · 06-20-2006, 07:32 AM

This Sunday I graduate from Nursing school

With this milestone, I am reflecting on my weight gain. I have not done anything but make excuse for why I cant worry about my weight. Well the only thing I have to worry about is passing my state board test. I will be able to focus more on me now. I can start doing stuff that I want to do like start crocheting

Well I have to take one day at a time, stay away from sugar, flour and high carbs.
I thought I was doing good about watching, but I have notice my stomach is getting a bit larger and so I weighed in today at 193.5 I know most of it is water weight.
Untill tomorrow.......................

passionfairy · 06-21-2006, 11:21 AM

Well today is a bad day. Woke up with a migrain headache. Took the kids to daycare and then came home and went back to bed. I slept untill 12:30 still had it, got up took some advail and eat something. Its starting to go away. I guess I need to start working on the house.
Untill tomorrow........................

passionfairy · 07-02-2006, 02:41 PM

Well its been a week since graduation. Man what a week. First DH and I had a huge fight again. He has been a a@@hole all week. Its like he wants me to leave him so something. Almost like he is pushing me away so I take the first step towards divorce.
I cant take this anymore. I want out of this marriage. Why should l live miserable everyday looking forward to him GOING to not when he gets home? I have been told by him that he has nothing to look forward to when he gets home. HELLO.....wife and 2 loving children????????
If he doesnt get what he wants, he is not happy. I am tired of playing these games. I can support myself and our children once I pass my state board test. I know 17 yrs is alot of time to just throw away. But there is more to the story than I want to speak about. At times I just want to be numb but when I try to speak to him I just break down and cry.
Today while we went fishing, we talked alittle. But once we got everything packed up and headed home the talking stop. He has been on a very short fuse all day with us.
I will have to do something soon

On a good note I lost 2 pounds in two days.

indogia · 07-23-2006, 01:48 AM

yu lost 2 ponds,and u graduated,i hardly know u,but yet i feel so proud of u!!wsell done.
i had some headaches too,looks like i was low in salt after all this hot weather.

so sorry you and DH are fighting,i hope you can both find love and peace((((hugs)))).

all will work out,you are doing great

indy
xxxxxxxxx

06-20-2006, 07:32 AM	#1
passionfairy Senior LCF Member Join Date: Jul 2003 Location: N.E. Ohio Posts: 340 Gallery: passionfairy WOE: Living life to the fullest	A New Direction This Sunday I graduate from Nursing school With this milestone, I am reflecting on my weight gain. I have not done anything but make excuse for why I cant worry about my weight. Well the only thing I have to worry about is passing my state board test. I will be able to focus more on me now. I can start doing stuff that I want to do like start crocheting Well I have to take one day at a time, stay away from sugar, flour and high carbs. I thought I was doing good about watching, but I have notice my stomach is getting a bit larger and so I weighed in today at 193.5 I know most of it is water weight. Untill tomorrow....................... __________________ Tammy in Ohio 39yo 5'2" "Stop thinking about doing it and just do it." 196.5 190 185 180 175 170 165 160 155 150 145 140 135

07-23-2006, 01:48 AM	#4
indogia MAJOR LCF POSTER! Join Date: Jul 2006 Posts: 1,020 Gallery: indogia	hi yu lost 2 ponds,and u graduated,i hardly know u,but yet i feel so proud of u!!wsell done. i had some headaches too,looks like i was low in salt after all this hot weather. so sorry you and DH are fighting,i hope you can both find love and peace((((hugs)))). all will work out,you are doing great indy xxxxxxxxx

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06-21-2006, 11:21 AM	#2
passionfairy Senior LCF Member Join Date: Jul 2003 Location: N.E. Ohio Posts: 340 Gallery: passionfairy WOE: Living life to the fullest	Well today is a bad day. Woke up with a migrain headache. Took the kids to daycare and then came home and went back to bed. I slept untill 12:30 still had it, got up took some advail and eat something. Its starting to go away. I guess I need to start working on the house. Untill tomorrow........................

07-02-2006, 02:41 PM	#3
passionfairy Senior LCF Member Join Date: Jul 2003 Location: N.E. Ohio Posts: 340 Gallery: passionfairy WOE: Living life to the fullest	Well its been a week since graduation. Man what a week. First DH and I had a huge fight again. He has been a a@@hole all week. Its like he wants me to leave him so something. Almost like he is pushing me away so I take the first step towards divorce. I cant take this anymore. I want out of this marriage. Why should l live miserable everyday looking forward to him GOING to not when he gets home? I have been told by him that he has nothing to look forward to when he gets home. HELLO.....wife and 2 loving children???????? If he doesnt get what he wants, he is not happy. I am tired of playing these games. I can support myself and our children once I pass my state board test. I know 17 yrs is alot of time to just throw away. But there is more to the story than I want to speak about. At times I just want to be numb but when I try to speak to him I just break down and cry. Today while we went fishing, we talked alittle. But once we got everything packed up and headed home the talking stop. He has been on a very short fuse all day with us. I will have to do something soon On a good note I lost 2 pounds in two days.