Starting My Life's Journy!!!

1Life2Live · 05-15-2006, 11:13 AM

Well, I am not happy with my weight and have not been doing anything to fit it. TODAY that is going to change. I can't do this any more!!! Went to the doctors on April 10th and I was at my highest weight!!! I really hate even posting what that weight was but because I need to be accountable I will post it. On April 10th I was 303lbs.

THAT will be changing. I will be going to the Dr. again on Thursday and I am SO HOPING that it has gone down. I have been trying but not full time.

Today is a cheatfree day!!! Forever will be a cheatfree day!!!

Food so far, 2 HB Eggs and a Carb&Sugar Control Smoothie.

With Shawn being a diabetic I really need to watch what I am fixing so that is a good thing for me.

Okay off to be apart of the day! I will post often!

Love ya Tam!!!

TXLoser · 05-15-2006, 11:26 AM

Tammy -
Nice to see you back....

I know you can do this, and you know you can...we are here cheering you on....

1Life2Live · 05-15-2006, 11:39 AM

Thank you Diane,

It brings tears of joy to my eyes seeing that you are the one to post to me!!! You have always been a CheerLeader for me and I thank you!!!!

1Life2Live · 05-15-2006, 04:17 PM

Okay why is it that when I do LC, I want to eat all the time? Its like I just want something to have in my mouth. To have my mouth moving. I have never been able to make the LC life stick for that long so I don't know if this is something that is just while I am starting up. Not sure but I am tired of thinking of food!!! Maybe I need to take up chewing gum. I just don't know.

I am drinking my water!!!

Still dealing with depression. Going to the doctor this week to see about changing my meds. The Welburtin is just not doing it. Going to talk to the Doc about Cymbalta. A friend of mine is taking it and says it is doing good for her. Worth checking into.

Okay time to get off of here and change around the laundry.

1Life2Live · 06-16-2006, 01:46 AM

~6/15/06~

Went to the doctor today and the scale said 289.5!

That makes 13.5pounds! Pretty good for not trying I think. Just think if I WAS trying.

Today Shelby was diagnosed with a double ear infection, Shane with Asmatic Brochitis (had to have a breathing treatment and did great with it). Now Shane is not an Asmatic but he was weezing and his O2 level was down that is why they did the treatment. AND I have Bronchitis as well. Have been coughing so bad that I have a muscel spasm in my neck. Hurts like heck but I need to worry about my babies. Poor Shelby with her ears!

She only started to say late last night that they hurt and then to find out that they are really red and bulging I felt reallly bad.

Not sure what will be going on this weekend. Shawn wants to go to Wenatchee because his best friend is racing over there. Don't really have the money for him to drive over on his own so not sure if he will be going. Feel bad but heck gas is way to spendy to waste on that kind of thing.

Not sure yet either about sunday(fathers day). Suppose I should do something for Shawn as well as my Mom. Would like to go to the Cemetery and visit with Poppa. I miss him so much and would love to spend one more Father's Day with him. To watch him out on the lake fishing, enjoying his family as we BBQ and played games in the yard. Poppa was my Hero!

Tomorrow I have to much crap to do:
1. Iron
2. Clean bathrooms
3. Mop my kitchen floor
4. Change my sheets
5. Change Shane's sheets
6. Clean up the living room
7. Help kids clean up their rooms

Not sure what is on the Menu yet. Heck I never know what is on it. I never plan one out.

Okay off to go to bed!!! Night!

Love Me!

TXLoser · 06-16-2006, 12:47 PM

Sorry to hear that you and the kiddos aren't feeling good...sending you good well wishes.

Congrats on the loss so far Tammy.

Keep cheat free and you know how this works...one day at a time

1Life2Live · 08-06-2006, 01:06 AM

Just read thru some old post that I did a year ago. Man have I got WAY off track. I have not been loving myself like I should. Have not been taking care of myself, have not been excersicing, have not been eatting like I should!!!

BUT I AM BACK!!

Went grocery shopping today and now I have lots of good choices to pick from. I do have some cereal in the house but I will make myself stay out of it. It is for the kids!!!

I have found myself some wonderful supportive friends on this site and I am so glad to have their support.

I am so uncomfortable in my own skin!

1Life2Live · 08-06-2006, 11:14 PM

20lbs of Hamburger
10lbs of Chicken Breasts
10lbs of Pork Steaks
10lbs of Pork Ribs (boneless)
10lbs of Pork Chops

Now I have to package it all!!!!

5lbs of Ground Turkey
5lbs of Ground Pork
2Gallons of Milk
3Bags of Cereal
4Costco size things of Ham Lunch meat
couple lbs of Broccoli
4Bags of Salad
Half & Half
Blueberries
Strawberries
Bananas
5Dozen Eggs
5lbs of Shredded Cheese
2-5lb bags of Peas
2-5lb bags of Corn
Sausage Patties
Sugar Free Coffee Creamer Hazelnut
3things of Celery

I know there is more because we spent just over $400

We SO needed meat!!!! I also stocked up on other things like Laundry Soap and that sort of thing at Costco.

Had my mom over today for dinner. Got my headboard done and I just

it.

Stayed on plan today! I dont want to be where I am today next year at this time, because today, I am where I was last year! I want and need to do this. I can't stay like this the rest of my life. I deserve better. My children deserve better. My husband deserves better as well.

Nights are just the worst for me. When I am alone I want to eat. I want to eat whether I am hungry or not. I guess I just eat to sooth myself of bordom. I have a bunch of celery and I think I will get some cleaned up and ready to eat tomorrow. At least then I will have a go to food for myself.

I have a DR. appointment on the 22nd and I am so wanting to know what my weight is. Last time I checked it was at a different DR and I was sick.

Check back in later!

1Life2Live · 08-07-2006, 09:50 PM

Dealing withthe withdrawl head ache today. Feeling yucky too. Not sure exactly what my carb count is today but I know it is low.

I just want to much on something that the kids are so I made Crystal Light popsicles!! NOW when they have one tomorrow I can too.

Made meatballs for dinner. MMMMM tasty. Also a nice salad, left over broccoli for me and peas for everyone else. I had 6 meatballs and they were a pretty nice size each.

Have been getting my water in today. Been running to the potty all the time. But I know it is good for me!

Taking my meds again and taking vitamin B-100. Suppost to help with the PMS. Will have to see how it goes. I can tell you one thing thou, my pee is neon yellow.

About to go do some of my T-Tapp exercises. The one I have is called Thread the Needle. What a name.

Better get going and do my excercises and then get to bed. Maybe this headache will go away with some sleep.

05-15-2006, 11:13 AM	#1
1Life2Live Very Gabby LCF Member!!! Join Date: Apr 2004 Location: Puyallup, Washington Posts: 3,956 Gallery: 1Life2Live Stats: :( 306~275.8~200 WOE: WW ~ Flex ~ 35Pts Start Date: February 21, 2008	Starting My Life's Journy!!! Well, I am not happy with my weight and have not been doing anything to fit it. TODAY that is going to change. I can't do this any more!!! Went to the doctors on April 10th and I was at my highest weight!!! I really hate even posting what that weight was but because I need to be accountable I will post it. On April 10th I was 303lbs. THAT will be changing. I will be going to the Dr. again on Thursday and I am SO HOPING that it has gone down. I have been trying but not full time. Today is a cheatfree day!!! Forever will be a cheatfree day!!! Food so far, 2 HB Eggs and a Carb&Sugar Control Smoothie. With Shawn being a diabetic I really need to watch what I am fixing so that is a good thing for me. Okay off to be apart of the day! I will post often! Love ya Tam!!! __________________ ~~~~Tammy~~~~ http://www.myspace.com/1life2lv Amazing How You Can Physically Never Meet Her But She Is Still Your Best Friend With The Sun And The Sand And A Drink In Our Hand With No Bottom... Love ya Sis!

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05-15-2006, 11:26 AM	#2
TXLoser Way too much time on my hands! Join Date: Jul 2004 Posts: 10,612 Gallery: TXLoser Stats: 354/224 WOE: LC Start Date: January 2004	Tammy - Nice to see you back.... I know you can do this, and you know you can...we are here cheering you on....

05-15-2006, 11:39 AM	#3
1Life2Live Very Gabby LCF Member!!! Join Date: Apr 2004 Location: Puyallup, Washington Posts: 3,956 Gallery: 1Life2Live Stats: :( 306~275.8~200 WOE: WW ~ Flex ~ 35Pts Start Date: February 21, 2008	Thank you Diane, It brings tears of joy to my eyes seeing that you are the one to post to me!!! You have always been a CheerLeader for me and I thank you!!!!

05-15-2006, 04:17 PM	#4
1Life2Live Very Gabby LCF Member!!! Join Date: Apr 2004 Location: Puyallup, Washington Posts: 3,956 Gallery: 1Life2Live Stats: :( 306~275.8~200 WOE: WW ~ Flex ~ 35Pts Start Date: February 21, 2008	Okay why is it that when I do LC, I want to eat all the time? Its like I just want something to have in my mouth. To have my mouth moving. I have never been able to make the LC life stick for that long so I don't know if this is something that is just while I am starting up. Not sure but I am tired of thinking of food!!! Maybe I need to take up chewing gum. I just don't know. I am drinking my water!!! Still dealing with depression. Going to the doctor this week to see about changing my meds. The Welburtin is just not doing it. Going to talk to the Doc about Cymbalta. A friend of mine is taking it and says it is doing good for her. Worth checking into. Okay time to get off of here and change around the laundry.

06-16-2006, 01:46 AM	#5
1Life2Live Very Gabby LCF Member!!! Join Date: Apr 2004 Location: Puyallup, Washington Posts: 3,956 Gallery: 1Life2Live Stats: :( 306~275.8~200 WOE: WW ~ Flex ~ 35Pts Start Date: February 21, 2008	~6/15/06~ Went to the doctor today and the scale said 289.5! That makes 13.5pounds! Pretty good for not trying I think. Just think if I WAS trying. Today Shelby was diagnosed with a double ear infection, Shane with Asmatic Brochitis (had to have a breathing treatment and did great with it). Now Shane is not an Asmatic but he was weezing and his O2 level was down that is why they did the treatment. AND I have Bronchitis as well. Have been coughing so bad that I have a muscel spasm in my neck. Hurts like heck but I need to worry about my babies. Poor Shelby with her ears! She only started to say late last night that they hurt and then to find out that they are really red and bulging I felt reallly bad. Not sure what will be going on this weekend. Shawn wants to go to Wenatchee because his best friend is racing over there. Don't really have the money for him to drive over on his own so not sure if he will be going. Feel bad but heck gas is way to spendy to waste on that kind of thing. Not sure yet either about sunday(fathers day). Suppose I should do something for Shawn as well as my Mom. Would like to go to the Cemetery and visit with Poppa. I miss him so much and would love to spend one more Father's Day with him. To watch him out on the lake fishing, enjoying his family as we BBQ and played games in the yard. Poppa was my Hero! Tomorrow I have to much crap to do: 1. Iron 2. Clean bathrooms 3. Mop my kitchen floor 4. Change my sheets 5. Change Shane's sheets 6. Clean up the living room 7. Help kids clean up their rooms Not sure what is on the Menu yet. Heck I never know what is on it. I never plan one out. Okay off to go to bed!!! Night! Love Me!

06-16-2006, 12:47 PM	#6
TXLoser Way too much time on my hands! Join Date: Jul 2004 Posts: 10,612 Gallery: TXLoser Stats: 354/224 WOE: LC Start Date: January 2004	Sorry to hear that you and the kiddos aren't feeling good...sending you good well wishes. Congrats on the loss so far Tammy. Keep cheat free and you know how this works...one day at a time

08-06-2006, 01:06 AM	#7
1Life2Live Very Gabby LCF Member!!! Join Date: Apr 2004 Location: Puyallup, Washington Posts: 3,956 Gallery: 1Life2Live Stats: :( 306~275.8~200 WOE: WW ~ Flex ~ 35Pts Start Date: February 21, 2008	Just read thru some old post that I did a year ago. Man have I got WAY off track. I have not been loving myself like I should. Have not been taking care of myself, have not been excersicing, have not been eatting like I should!!! BUT I AM BACK!! Went grocery shopping today and now I have lots of good choices to pick from. I do have some cereal in the house but I will make myself stay out of it. It is for the kids!!! I have found myself some wonderful supportive friends on this site and I am so glad to have their support. I am so uncomfortable in my own skin!

08-06-2006, 11:14 PM	#8
1Life2Live Very Gabby LCF Member!!! Join Date: Apr 2004 Location: Puyallup, Washington Posts: 3,956 Gallery: 1Life2Live Stats: :( 306~275.8~200 WOE: WW ~ Flex ~ 35Pts Start Date: February 21, 2008	20lbs of Hamburger 10lbs of Chicken Breasts 10lbs of Pork Steaks 10lbs of Pork Ribs (boneless) 10lbs of Pork Chops Now I have to package it all!!!! 5lbs of Ground Turkey 5lbs of Ground Pork 2Gallons of Milk 3Bags of Cereal 4Costco size things of Ham Lunch meat couple lbs of Broccoli 4Bags of Salad Half & Half Blueberries Strawberries Bananas 5Dozen Eggs 5lbs of Shredded Cheese 2-5lb bags of Peas 2-5lb bags of Corn Sausage Patties Sugar Free Coffee Creamer Hazelnut 3things of Celery I know there is more because we spent just over $400 We SO needed meat!!!! I also stocked up on other things like Laundry Soap and that sort of thing at Costco. Had my mom over today for dinner. Got my headboard done and I just it. Stayed on plan today! I dont want to be where I am today next year at this time, because today, I am where I was last year! I want and need to do this. I can't stay like this the rest of my life. I deserve better. My children deserve better. My husband deserves better as well. Nights are just the worst for me. When I am alone I want to eat. I want to eat whether I am hungry or not. I guess I just eat to sooth myself of bordom. I have a bunch of celery and I think I will get some cleaned up and ready to eat tomorrow. At least then I will have a go to food for myself. I have a DR. appointment on the 22nd and I am so wanting to know what my weight is. Last time I checked it was at a different DR and I was sick. Check back in later!

08-07-2006, 09:50 PM	#9
1Life2Live Very Gabby LCF Member!!! Join Date: Apr 2004 Location: Puyallup, Washington Posts: 3,956 Gallery: 1Life2Live Stats: :( 306~275.8~200 WOE: WW ~ Flex ~ 35Pts Start Date: February 21, 2008	Dealing withthe withdrawl head ache today. Feeling yucky too. Not sure exactly what my carb count is today but I know it is low. I just want to much on something that the kids are so I made Crystal Light popsicles!! NOW when they have one tomorrow I can too. Made meatballs for dinner. MMMMM tasty. Also a nice salad, left over broccoli for me and peas for everyone else. I had 6 meatballs and they were a pretty nice size each. Have been getting my water in today. Been running to the potty all the time. But I know it is good for me! Taking my meds again and taking vitamin B-100. Suppost to help with the PMS. Will have to see how it goes. I can tell you one thing thou, my pee is neon yellow. About to go do some of my T-Tapp exercises. The one I have is called Thread the Needle. What a name. Better get going and do my excercises and then get to bed. Maybe this headache will go away with some sleep.