Gel0507 Recommitment 2006

gel0507 · 01-10-2006, 08:48 PM

Well, found the journal board and I see that some of my heros use this as a tool to keep them accountible. Well, I am going to take a whack at it. I have been fat all my life. I was called every name in the book when I was in school. I need to be a better role model for my children, not to mention I want to be able to get in the floor and play with them without having to worry about "if I get down, can I get back up".

I can and have found every excuse in the book to eat and eat and eat. So, thus begins my one minute forward in 2006 to a new me. I swear I will find and be able to fit into a hot red dress this Christmas time just like AveryJean. You - girl- are a magnificent inspiration!

My new theme, which I have posted everywhere in my home, on the bathroom mirror, dresser mirror, refrigerator, at my desk at work is pulled from the theme song to "Biggest Loser" "WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TODAY TO MAKE YOU FEEL PROUD".

For me that is the biggest hurdle. Feeling so down on myself all the time. I just want to see what it feels like to be and feel beautiful in my own skin.
Do something to make you feel proud. Take the stairs two flights in the parking deck rather than the elevator. Walk for half an hour of lunch breaks instead of feeling like I have to be eating the entire hour.

I hope to look back at this post, as I am sure some of you all do, and see how far I have come. That will make me feel proud.

I sure do wish I could find a CD of that song or even know who sings it. That would sure be motivational to listen to while I walk during my lunch break.

Thanks to all who may read -- this is mostly for me so forgive any nonsensicle rambling.

kmf1028 · 01-11-2006, 06:52 AM

Welcome and good luck !!!!!!!! This is a great place to journal and get it done...

gel0507 · 01-11-2006, 09:02 AM

Just a mental check in for me. Today so far only 1 coffee with splenda - no cream and took the steps in the parking deck. Small things, keep going, keep going. I know I should have brought breakfast but no time this am.

01-10-2006, 08:48 PM	#1
gel0507 Guest Join Date: Jan 2003 Posts: 269 Gallery: gel0507	Gel0507 Recommitment 2006 Well, found the journal board and I see that some of my heros use this as a tool to keep them accountible. Well, I am going to take a whack at it. I have been fat all my life. I was called every name in the book when I was in school. I need to be a better role model for my children, not to mention I want to be able to get in the floor and play with them without having to worry about "if I get down, can I get back up". I can and have found every excuse in the book to eat and eat and eat. So, thus begins my one minute forward in 2006 to a new me. I swear I will find and be able to fit into a hot red dress this Christmas time just like AveryJean. You - girl- are a magnificent inspiration! My new theme, which I have posted everywhere in my home, on the bathroom mirror, dresser mirror, refrigerator, at my desk at work is pulled from the theme song to "Biggest Loser" "WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TODAY TO MAKE YOU FEEL PROUD". For me that is the biggest hurdle. Feeling so down on myself all the time. I just want to see what it feels like to be and feel beautiful in my own skin. Do something to make you feel proud. Take the stairs two flights in the parking deck rather than the elevator. Walk for half an hour of lunch breaks instead of feeling like I have to be eating the entire hour. I hope to look back at this post, as I am sure some of you all do, and see how far I have come. That will make me feel proud. I sure do wish I could find a CD of that song or even know who sings it. That would sure be motivational to listen to while I walk during my lunch break. Thanks to all who may read -- this is mostly for me so forgive any nonsensicle rambling.

01-11-2006, 09:02 AM	#3
gel0507 Guest Join Date: Jan 2003 Posts: 269 Gallery: gel0507	Day One Just a mental check in for me. Today so far only 1 coffee with splenda - no cream and took the steps in the parking deck. Small things, keep going, keep going. I know I should have brought breakfast but no time this am.

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01-11-2006, 06:52 AM	#2
kmf1028 MAJOR LCF POSTER! Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: North Carolina Posts: 1,355 Blog Entries: 8 Gallery: kmf1028 Stats: 240/237.2/150 WOE: LC Start Date: 3/24/08	Welcome and good luck !!!!!!!! This is a great place to journal and get it done...