Fabulous 40's 12/3/03

[KIS13]

Hi Ladies.....

So far I have been pretty bad yet pretty good...makes a lot of sense hunh...lol I am not eating very low carb but I am not going over board either. I have put on a few pounds but, I am not going to concern myself to much until the holidays are over! I just can't deal with the stress right now, so I am taking it one day at a time.

Diane - So glad everything went ok for you!! Thank your honey for letting us know. Just take it easy and don't rush your recovery process.

Rita - Well, girl you must be having a good time "wink" "wink"
I hope you are doing well and I look forward to hearing from you real soon.

Tami - I sure wish we knew what was going on with you girl...we are all worried, please drop one of us a line and let us know how you are doing. We miss you!

Well, not much to report really...I have a plan for the new year that I must follow so I am working on that. I wish everyone a great day.

For any lurkers out there we sure would love to have you join our group, we are small but our hearts are big! Please feel free to join us.

(((((Hugs)))))

[Princess Di]

Hi girls! I tried to post yesterday, but lost the whole darn thing!! By then I was too sore to sit anymore so I didn't post.

Karen I'm so proud of you for limiting your eating! It's good that you haven't thrown up your hands and said I just can't do it and give yourself a license to binge the whole holiday season. I hope to maintain during the holidays, but if I lose it will be a bonus!

Rita thanks for the card, wish you'd come on and post with us, we miss you! Glad you're getting some time with DH.

Tami, I am so worried about you....you're in our thoughts and prayers.

OK, I've babbled enough, I am feeling better today, but still pretty sore. I will try to post tomorrow!!

[KIS13]

Well, it is Thursday and I just can't wait for Friday to get here! So far I am staying within reason of my foods. I am by no means cheat free but I am doing ok.

Diane - So glad you are feeling better. I can totally relate to writing a long post and losing it! I was actually surprised to see you posted at all. No, I won't throw in the towel, but I know I have to get myself commited to eating lowcarb if I am ever going to lose this weight. I read about so many people and their success stories and I feel ok, I can do this but then I give in to temptation becasue I am weak! I am hoping to be stronger with the new year! Take care of yourself and don't over do it. I know how easy it is to do. You think WOW I feel great then boom, you make yourself extra sore and tired.

Rita - I think you must be having way to much fun with your hubby....lol I hope all is well and that you check in real soon.

Tami - I guess you are missing in action once again. I sure wish we could hear from you so we would know that you are ok. Our thoughts and prayers are surely with you.

Well, I reckon I will stop for now, lot's of work to get done. Take care my friends.

Hi ladies!! Well, I'm back!! I missed you all! I had a great time with hubby home. We did all sorts of things together and it was wonderful to be able to spend so much time with him. We even had day "dates" while the kids were in school and everything! LOL We got alot of our Christmas shopping done too, for which I am happy. I always feel better when that is almost done. We even bought ourselves a big Christmas gift. A car! Our van broke down yet again, and I told DH that I didn't want to put any more money into that old thing! Sooo, we bought a 2001 Pontiac Sunfire. It's a very sporty looking car. It looks brand new and has low milege. Of course now we will be fighting over who gets to drive it! LOL

Diane- so good to hear your getting stronger everyday! You're very welcome for the card. Keep posting when you can, and listend to KK and I, and don't overdo it. You'd hate to have a set back. I bet it's so nice to have time off from work! Keep in touch!Kudos to you for staying on track! I wish I had more willpower somedays.

KK- I sent you an ecard too, but I guess you didn't get it huh? pout You know, I was afraid you might not. After I clicked the send button I thought to myself "I bet I didn't write inc after the oceandesign. It was a cute Garfield card that said "I'll start my diet tomorrow" and I told you that you aren't alone. You're NOT weak Karen, just human. The whole time DH was home, all I think I did was eat. And of course these buffets here don't help! I have been eating low carb today and am hoping to be able to stay eating this way until Christmas. I can feel I have gained and I don't even want to know how much. I know I feel sooo much better eating low carb and I think that is what will help me to get back into it. I'm glad you want to keep up with it too girl! Hope all is well with you. I also said in my card that I hope all goes well for Jim and that the time goes by quickly for you.

Tami-hope to hear from you soon girl! We all miss ya!!

Hugs to you all, Rita

Hi again!
I forgot to tell you what I found out about my blood test my neurologist took. My B6 level was waaaaay too high and that is what has been causing my tingley and hot hands and feet. The normal B6 level is 3-24 mine was 85!!!! He thinks that since it was that high when he checked it, that it has been that high for the past year and a half and that is why I have this nerve damage!!! I was very shocked! So, he told me to quit taking my multivitamin and the B Complex I was taking. He says there is plenty of B vitamins in meat and other things I eat, and that I just over did it!!! Here I thought taking all these vitamins was helping me! NOT!!! So ladies...if your taking B vitamins, STOP!
He didnt' really say if this is reversable or not. All I can do is keep taking the meds he has me on and also take this supplement called Alpha Lipoic Acid (it helps repair nerve damage) I just wish he would have checked my blood for this a while back when I first started seeing him for my problem. I guess doctors make mistakes too. Well, just wanted to share that with you.

Hugs, Rita

[Princess Di]

Oh My goodness Rita, that's awful!! I'm glad you're feeling better. Did you take more than the suggested doses or something?? I know when I took a multivitamin and it wasn't 100% of my daily allowance on something I would buy that supplement and only take enough to make 100%....I need to get more vitamins, I am awful about taking care of myself.

I haven't had pain meds since last night around 8:00pm. I'm trying not to take them anymore (helps me to remember to take it easy that way too).

I have been working on my Christmas projects again today. DH will be busy with Town functions this weekend, so looks like I'll have plenty of time to work on them. I am going to a chinese auction with him tomorrow...I need to get out, I'm stir crazy already!

I think I forgot to tell you girls that Callista (my little one with the muscle problems, etc) is actually cruising the length of the couch now!! She's getting stronger everyday!!

OK, I'm at my limit....Karen did you understand my avatar directions?? I can resend them all in one email if you'd like....

(((((HUGS))))))))))

Hi all! TGIF!!! I'm feeling pretty good today. I am going to really really try to stay low carb this weekend. I'm NEVER going to get to my goal if I don't get back on track!!

Karen- Where are you today my friend? Busy Friday at work I'm sure. Have a great weekend ok?

Diane- Yeah, it is weird isn't it about the B6 thing. No, I wasn't taking any more that one B complex and one multivitamin a day. My doctor said that most people get enough B6 from the meat and other foods they eat, and I guess between the meat and the supplements my body was absorbing too much of it. I've always thought the body excreted what it doesn't need, my doc said that isn't necessarily true. I learn something everyday! Glad to hear your off the pain meds..or at least trying to go without. That's great! Yes, I'm sure it will help you so you don't overdo it. The Chinese auction sounds fun! Let us know what you end up buying? So happy for you all about the good news with your grand daughter! How wonderful!!! Did you figure out the quillows yet? How many tree skirts do you have left to sew? You go girl! Teehee I'm still crossing my fingers I get my sewing maching for Christmas..I really miss sewing!!! I'll just have to keep "mentioning" it to my DH Take care and have a great weekend!

Hugs to you both, Rita

[Princess Di]

Hi girls, we officially have snow...about 18" I would guess....UGH! Tomorrow is myDrs appt, I am anxious to ask him why I hurt in a specific area all the time that is way away from the bottom left hand side of where my hernia was...even if I cough I hurt there like stitches tearing. I wanted to go out today, but there was snow on my car and I didn't dare try to brush it off....I'll have to have DH do it before he goes to work tomorrow so I can go to the Drs. I have turned into my Mom staying at home, lol....I drink tea and eat peanut butter on crackers (wasa crackers)....lol It really does remind me of my Mom. I hope I can be half the person she is...Well I need to get my rump out of this chair!! ((((HUGS)))))))

HI all! Well, I was very bad again all weekend..eating wise! I just can't seem to stop eating high carb/sugar foods! I get sooo mad at myself, but keep doing it anyways!!! I do well one day, then sabotage myself the next! How am I going to get back on track before I gain too much back??? I know that I CAN, because I have gotten this far, but I should have NEVER gone back..doing it once..led to another and another etc. Grrrr!!! Help!!!!

Karen- Where are you girl???? We miss you!! Hurry back! I hope all is ok with you!

Diane- 18 inches of snow? Acccck! So glad it's you and not me!!! LOL I don't think I could ever go back to a snowy cold state again, even though I was born and raised in Minnesota! Living down here in Las Vegas has thinned my blood out I think! LOL Today it is 50 and windy and cold!! At least for us. Hope you get a warm spell so some of that snow will melt! Good girl for NOT brushing the snow off your car. You would have torn your stitches I'm sure. Let DH do it for you!!! SO, did you go to the Chinese auction on Saturday? Was it fun? Did you buy anything? I hope they find out what is causing your pain. Be careful driving to your appt. too ok? That awful flu bug is doing a number here in Nevada. They say it has really hit us hard this year. My daughter is sick with it. They have even run out of the vaccine here already.I just keep pushing the flu meds, water and cough drops for her sore throat. Hope it doesn't last long. You know us Mom's, we always want to take the pain away for our kids. I had to laugh at you saying you were acting like your Mother. Sometimes I scare myself at the things I say and do....I sound just like my Mother too! LOL

At least I got most of my Christmas shopping done. That is always a good feeling. I do need to start doing my Christmas cards though. I send out about 30 of them. Christmas will be here before we know it! Talk to you all soon.

Hugs, Rita

[Princess Di]

LOL Rita, I thought I had said what I won, but it must have been an email to a friend at work I was thinking about. DH and I bought $10.00 worth of tickets (I think there were 20 tickets per page) and there were 200 items. How it works is you buy the tickets and then drop some of your numbered tickets into a container by each item you would like a chance to win. After a certain time no one can put tickets in because they begin drawing. Each item had a container of tickets to draw from. We won a $100.00 savings bond and also a $50.00 hair salon gift certificate!! YAHOO!! It isn't with my hairdresser, but I figured maybe I could get my eyebrows waxed there a few times or get hair care products. The savings bond will go into our retirement savings. (I was going to see if I could get 2 $50.00 ones, but then remembered I have 3 grandchildren now...lol) I Think it will be nice to put away for later.

My diet is going so/so, I have been eating some carby stuff (like soup), but lower calorie/fat. I need to get out my book and my attention span!! I just can't be bothered to keep track of carbs or WW points or anything lately. I don't think I eat really bad, but I am maintaining the carb weight I packed on in September!!

The cat goes back to the vet today. His ear started to look really swollen again last night, so I will be anxious to see what they have to say (they better not charge me again, they said the surgery would prevent it from happening again). DH should be here any minute to get him.

I go back to the Drs today, so I will post and let you know how I made out. I may have to stop in a few stores while I'm out and about (if I feel up to it by then.)

It's almost time for all of us to buckle back down (January) and get ourselves ready for summer again.... (((((HUGS))))))))))

[KIS13]

Well, shame on me for not checking in sooner!!!! I have been so busy with work and company etc... I have gotten to talk to my sweetie several times from Japan but, when the bill comes I will probably scream he's worth it I suppose...lol

I do believe he comes home sometime tonight I hope he gets plenty of sleep while he's on the plane

As for my eating habits...well, we just won't talk about that...lol Actually it's no laughing matter, but I am still not going overboard to bad

Rita - Glad you had such a nice time with your hubby! I am so jealous that you are almost done with your shopping. I haven't even started. I have to wait for my check on Friday and that has to pay the bills and do the shopping. Slim pickens around my house. I too, have to get my cards out, they are sitting on the coffee table just waiting for my attention (I'm so lazy). I am glad they figured out the problem with your vitamins...good grief! At least you know you weren't going crazy. As for your eating the wrong foods, remember what you said to me "it's tough around the holidays, so don't beat yourself up over it". We will all do better when the first of the year gets here. By the way, how is your son doing?

Diane - You sound like you are doing great...I am so glad about that. Just remember, just because you think you feel good doesn't mean you can start doing a bunch of things all at once. Take it nice and slow and enjoy the break cause you'll be back at work before you know it. Oh, I almost forgot, I received my card from you! I was so excited when I saw the name! It sounds like you did well at the chinese auction too. You go girl, seems like your on a roll these days! I hope your kitty is going to be ok. My kitties are like my children since I have none. I feel really bad when they aren't themselves. Good luck when you go to the Dr's today I hope he tells you everything is ok and that the pain you are experiencing is normal. Try to stay warm. It is in the low to mid 70's here, I would much rather have it in the 60's at least. Keep us up to date on your progress.

Tami - Girl I just don't know what to think. I wish your honey would drop us a line and let us know what is going on with you. Our prayers are with you. Please check in soon.

Well, I certainly have rambled on now haven't I?! I guess I better get back to work. I'll check back in tomorrow.

((((((((((HUGS))))))))))

Afternoon ladies! Today I feel in control. I did well yesterday too. So, I'm taking it one day at a time now. I got all my Christmas cards done last night! Woohoo! Now I just have to go out and buy some stamps.

Karen- Welcome back girlfriend!!! I missed ya!!! Was starting to wonder if you were working too hard! LOL I bet it is crazy over the holidays at any business. I'll forgive ya this time ok? Teehee So glad that your honey is due home tonight! Seee, time went by pretty quickly! (easy for me to say huh?)LOL I'm glad the docs figured out the B6 vitamin thing too! I have been feeling better. Now I need to find out when and if I can start taking at least a multivitamin again. I don't feel I get all the ones I need since I am not a veggie eater. I'll have to ask him. My son is doing better in school. Thanks for asking. Since DH and I went and talked to his teachers, are keeping an eye on his progress through reports and his planner. Things have been looking up. I'm happy for that! I think he needed to know that we do care and that school is important.

Diane- That is so cool that you won those things at the auction! You go girl! Sounded like a fun time. Are you a lucky person? I wish I was. LOL Specially doing the slots here in Vegas! I did win $35 bucks from one nickel once! Woohoo huh? I cashed out fast! Teehee but that's about the best luck I've had. Sad huh? LOL I just don't know how some of these people can sit there day in and day out playing slots, unless they win once in awhile!Sounds like your still doing pretty good eating low carb. I'm sure a little soup will be ok. Hope they find out what's wrong with your cat, and they better not charge you! Let us know how your doc appt. went. Did you hit any of the stores! Take care and take it slow.


Well, this Saturday is the Christmas party and needless to say I didn't lose the weight that I wanted to..so no new outfit! pout
so I guess I'll have to find something in my closet to wear. For now, I will just take it one day at a time and try not to beat myself up over it.
Have a great day all! Hugs, Rita

[Princess Di]

Hi girls, The Dr was very pleased with my progress and said he wouldn't need to see me again until next September unless I had any problems. He gave me a note to return to work Jan 5th. I really like him as a Dr., even though I have been through this 3 times. He always makes me feel like he truly cares, etc. He asks about DH by name and commented on how great we both looked.

I did a few errands yesterday, it was nice to get out, but I'm going to try to stay home as much as I can in the next few weeks. I started wrapping gifts last night to ship out on Saturday. I usually take the stuff myself, but now I have to wait for DH to have time to carry boxes for me.

I am going to try to be extra good today if I can. As I was out driving around yesterday I noticed how many really heavy people there were in other cars, it really made me think long and hard about myself. I thought about how far I've come and how it really was stupid for me to give up all I have achieved by being too lazy to pay attention to what I am eating. I know I rarely eat foods off plan, but I do eat too much because I am too lazy to keep track of calories/carbs/points (or what have you) that I eat. I really need to cut back on the coffee and tea I drink though, so many extra carbs in the creamer!! I'm not going to wait until Jan 1st, I need to make myself accountable now. I'm not criticizing anyone anyone other than myself, please don't take it that way, I just have to keep kicking myself in the pants to remember where I came from....it's so easy to forget. I was going to wait until after the holidays (and I'm not saying I won't slip between now and then), but for every day I do well between now and Jan 1st that's just one day closer to my goal.

Phew...I guess I had alot on my mind...lol.

I am so worried about Tami, I have sent 2 cards and mentioned we were worried and to please let us know and we've heard nothing.

Did your honey get home Karen?? I hope he had a nice trip and good traveling.

Rita, did you try your dress on??? Maybe you've lost inches from all of that alone time with DH....LOLOLOL!! Seriously, maybe it will fit, you never know until you try.

OK, I HAVE to get started on the wrapping this morning. I am about 1/2 done now, so I need to go finish and get this mess out of my livingroom!!!!!!!!!1 (((((HUGS)))))))))

[KIS13]

Well, my baby made it home safe and sound last night. I am currently working on less than 3 hours sleep I use to be able to function when I was in my 20's but time does something to you... I am so tired I could just fall asleep while I am typing.

Diane - So, what did the Dr say about that pain you were having? I assume since he said he didn't need to see you until next year that it's normal? How about the kitty? Is he ok? I also have to apologize I had asked you about the little picture under your signature and today was the first time I even went to my controls and discovered I had a PM from you. Thanks for the info. I am so envious of you and Rita being done with your shopping. Maybe I will be done soon.

Rita - Glad to hear that your son is doing better. How is your daughter feeling? Is she still sick with the flu? I am hoping to get my cards done this weekend, I have plenty of stamps just being lazy Thank you for the card..it is always nice to get those little surprises from.

Tami - We sure are concerned!!!! If your hubby is reading this for you , PLEASE respond to us. Meanwhile you are always in our prayers.

Jim brought me a couple of little things from Japan, a magnet (I collect them) a tea cup and one of those "TY" stuffed critters (a cat). Well, I am really tired and would like to shut my eyes for a few before lunch is over. Talk to you ladies tomorrow.

Hi Ladies. Well, I've had an eventful day. I had some errands to run, and took my daughter to the doctor. She has strep throat and was put on antibiotics. Luckily it's not the flu, but I knew something was there when her throat wasnt gettting better after a week. The doc took one look at her throat and could tell without even waiting for the culture to come back. I'm glad, so now she will start feeling better. Not sure if I've told you all this but I get very stressed out when I drive..specially in Vegas! I get panic attacks. Well, I had to go in a new area that I wasn't familiar with and just freaked out! I had to pull over, take a deep breath and just sit for awhile. Once the traffic got better, I figured out how to get home and felt better. My DH thinks I'm nuts and just doesn't understand. Ever since I was rear ended by a semi truck on a Florida highway years ago I have been like this. Anyways to make a long story short, I went off my low carb big time. I took my daughter to lunch at McDonalds and went all out. I even had a chocolate shake! Then, afterwards I felt so bad and sooo MAD at myself!!! I know I have to stop eating junk food. I DON'T want to gain back the weight I lost. I've worked too damn hard. I think It's partly stress that makes me turn to bad foods and partly that I am a carb/sugar addict and always will be. It's like a drug that I have to have. I need support!!! I wish there was an AA for carb addicts!!! I'm so glad I have you all to talk to. Ok, now that I got that off my chest, I'll pick myself off, dust myself off and start all over again! Thanks for listening!!!!

Karen- so glad Jim got home safely!!! Get some sleep ok? The things he brought home to you from Japan sound neat! I collect magnets too! I also collect teapots, carousel horses, and angels. My hubby says "no more!" LOL

Diane-thank you so much for the Christmas card. I received it yesterday. I'm planning on getting mine in the mail Monday. So happy the doctor says that your making progress and that everything looks ok. Take it easy.

I can't wait till Saturday night. I plan on having a few drinks, seeing friends and just having some fun. Even though I won't be wearing a new outfit.

Hugs to you all, Rita

[KIS13]

Well, here it is Thursday...I wish it were Friday!!! Actually I just wish this whole holiday thing was done and over with. The funny thing is I am usually really into the X-mas thing but this year for what ever reason, I just want it to all be over with! I usually decorate my place with loads of things and this year it was all I could do to get the tree up. I finally got a few hours sleep last night but I woke up at 1:30 and it was atfer 3:00 before I was able to get back to sleep then the alarm went off at 4:30. I think I am just under a lot of stress and it is working over time. I go to a shrink once a week and he has been telling me I should really consider taking something for depression...I refuse to do that. I don't want to numb myself out with drugs to feel better. I just need to do it on my own or with his help. Anyhow, yesterday was a tough time sitting with him and talking for an hour. You open up these wounds and then you have to shut down becasue your time is up until the next week. I know that it is always tough in the begining and over time things will get better. Okay...enough of that crap!

Rita - I am with you about the panic attacks. I get that way when I go someplace I have never been. it's not near as bad as yours but I feel the panic. I am glad your daugther is going to start feeling better. I think it is cool that you collect magnets too, just one more thing we have in commom. Like you I also eat when stressed out which is why I just can't committ myself while the holiday season is here. I do have a plan and we will be able to help each other I promise. Meanwhile, go to your party have a few drinks and stop worring about it for now. Have fun!!!

Diane - I hope you are still feeling good and your kitty too! Did you ever finish your quillows? I am making salsa for the family's gift this year. The funds are slim in my home. Do you like salsa? I can it and it is pretty darn good if I say so myself. Well, I hope you are staying warm. Take care of your self and enjoy your time off.

Tami - I will just say hi and that you are certainly in my prayers.

Rita - I should have asked you too, do you like salsa? Perhaps one day when you and Diane least expect it you will get a package in the mail.....you just never know. Well ladies, I will check in later. Meanwhile have a good day. Love ya both!

[Princess Di]

((((KAREN))))))))) so sorry to hear what you're going through.. Just because you go on the meds doesn't mean you'll always be on them. I have been on them several times. It certainly doesn't mean you're some sort of whack-o or anything. It really does help you deal with things a little easier and not dewll on things like you may be now. Please reconsider....
They take awhile to get in your system, but one day you just realize how much better you feel...it's not like you are crying one day and laughing hysterically the next...the change is gradual and before you know it you are more your old self again. Isn't it strange how many people dealing with issues are over weight?? I have realized this more and more in my own life. When I am worried, dwelling, stessing, etc I tend to overeat and never seem to care about myself...other times I can deal with things so much better and I'm on track in every area. Don't be so hard on yourself sweetie....and really give the meds some thought....
We love salsa!! Please don't stress yourself out anymore by feeling like you have to mail us some!! I hear you on the tight budget, I am in knots about ours again this year. Last year we didn't get a bonus I was counting on and this year alot of it went to the vet bill, some on shopping for my son and daughter and the rest on bills. I hate living paycheck to paycheck, we have never been like this before!! I still have hospital bills from my last operation I am paying on and soon the next huge bill will arrive. It seems like I just get the oil bill paid and the next delivery comes....it never stops. Oh well, I just keep telling myself it will get better and I know it will eventually.
Rita I feel like that when I drive in places I don't know...they think it's a riot at work when they send me somewhere, but I feel physically ill when I have to go. It's not just the drive, it's also going to a place I'm unfamiliar with. In fact the last time they sent me I ended up parking in a 2 hr parking zone and getting my first parking ticket because I was so stressed when I got there I didn't even see the sign!! I made them pay for it...I never would have been there had they not made me go...lol
Lets plan on realling getting on track after the holidays...I am doing ok for the past few days, but no guaranty's through all of the parties, etc and I won't stress myself out about it...I know I keep ranting about it on here and for the most part I am good, but I want to be at goal when we celebrate our 25th on June...MIL is throwing us a party and I want to look really good.
OK, babble over...love ya girls...keep smiling, we'll start fresh in Jan!!

Good afternoon to my favorite people!
Boy, from reading the posts, we're all a mess aren't we? LOL I guess all we can do is try to not get so stressed out. Easier said than done huh? We WILL get back on track in JAnuary. I can feel it!

Karen- I understand about the hour with the counselor. ( I don't like calling them shrinks) the hour flies by, and you hardly had a chance to talk, then you have to go home and try and deal with it alone. When I was going to one when my hubby was overseas, the first thing she said, was that she thought I should go on anti depressants. I said no. But, as Diane said, they can help some people. You just have to know what is right for you. I wish you well my dear friend. Depression is a hard thing to overcome. And this time of year is hard for alot of people. Anything you'd like to talk to us about? You know we're here for you. Plus, we don't charge much! LOL Yes, I do love salsa, and I bet yours is yummy! What a great gift idea for your family. I think everyone likes getting homemade gifts. Take good care of yourself hon and get your rest. And remember, we are here for you! And we will get on track in January. Thanks for helping me to realize that. I'm going to have fun on Saturday!!!!

Diane- I hear ya about the bills!!! Seems like ever since moving into the new house we have been really pinching pennies! Living paycheck to paycheck isn't fun is it. It should get better soon. I hope. I'm glad I'm not the only one who gets flustered driving in a new area. You go girl, I'm glad you made the people at work pay for your parking ticket! Together we will all get back on track. And you WILL get to your goal before your anniversary and you will knock everyone dead! Teehee

Well, it's a cold dreary rainy day here in Las Vegas. I guess I shouldn't complain. At least it isn't snow! LOL You all take care and talk to you soon!

Hugs to you all! Rita

[Princess Di]

Hi girls! Another snowy day....ugh! There has to be several inches out there since last night and they said it will snow all day.........why oh why oh why?!?!?!?!?!
I have another Drs appt. tomorrow, I found a huge bunch at the top of my stomach, alot higher than where he operated. I'm not a happy camper. I think it's scar tissue maybe, but not sure how I got it way up there....I'm pretty discouraged. If it is something I'll tell him I want to go in as soon as possible to cut down on any extra days I may need off. I'll keep you posted.
We went to DH's Xmas party yesterday. Over all I was pretty good, but did have some cheesecake and a small brownie type bar. Considering all that was there I could have been alot worse. I stayed out of all of the chips, dips and other sweets that were there. I don't know about you two, but I talk myself right into it!! I always tell myself I'll regret it if I don't try it...WHY?!?!?! God forbid I don't gain some weight instead of lose it, huh???
DS got a new car over the weekend, very nice, but thank god I don't have his payment!
We got our boxes mailed to the girls this weekend, they should get them late in the week. Ariel loves getting boxes!!
Ariel called us Friday night and DH answered and in her tiny little 3 year old voice she said "Grampy, we got a Christmas Tree, wanna come see it?"....OMG she melts my heart! She was singing Xmas carols she has learned from watching Xmas shows this year....too cute!! I just know she'll love the candy canes I sent in the box. We're excited for her to be enjoying and be excited about Xmas for the first time.
Karen, have you given any thought to what we said about the antidepressants?? It saddens me to think you're suffering...It's a hard time of the year too. Just know we're only an email away and that we love ya...
Rita, hope all is well there too. Hope your kiddo's are all feeling well again. (ofcourse I love you too...lol)
Tami, we miss you girl....hope you come back to us soon.

Hi girls! Well, I just got back from standing in line for the past hour to mail out my boxes to DH and my families. I should have done it last week, but am just not organized this year! I still haven't even started buying any gifts for my kids yet!! Where oh where has this year gone? Wasn't Halloween yesterday? LOL We went to our friends Christmas party on Saturday. It was fun. Mostly people from my DH's work. I had a few drinks and tried to just eat the meat, but I did have one 7 layer bar (they're my fav!) I am so mad at myself though. I got on the scale this morning (first time for almost a month, I was too afraid) and I have gained 10 ugly pounds!!!!!!!!!! Im SOooooo upset!!! So, needless to say I started induction today and I am NOT going to cheat for the next two weeks!!! I know once i get back into ketosis i will be able to do better with my cravings. I have just gone off the deep end lately!!! why oh why do we do it??? I'm going to beef up the exercising too.

Diane- I hope they dont find anything serious at the docs. hopefully it is just scar tissue like you think. Has it stopped snowing yet? I hope so for your sake. That is so cute about your grand daughter! That is a sweet age. Well, daughter is finally feeling better, DH got the 24 hr bug yesterday and son is home today with it. Uggg! I refuse to get sick!!!

Karen- HOpe all is well with you girl! I'm just an email away too!! Don't work too hard!!!

Gotta run! Hugs to u all! Rita

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I don't have a lot of time right now but maybe tomorrow. I just wanted to let you know I am ok just really busy. I promise to check in tomorrow morning. I just didn't want you to worry.

Love ya's!!!

KK

HI all! Well, today is day two on induction. So far so good. I just have a very hard time getting my veggies in. All I had yesterday is a salad, and didn't even finish it. The ranch dressing I have is just so bitter. Yuck! So, I went out today and bought some Marie's Ranch dressing and hope I will like that better.
Where is everyone??? I hear an echo in here! LOL

Karen- You're working too hard girl!!! Tell your boss you HAVE to post at least once a day ok? LOL How are things with you? Better I hope. Got all your Christmas shopping done yet? I got my family boxes out, but still have the kids to do. Teenagers are so expensive to buy for!! Anyways, post when you can, I miss ya!!!

Diane- How are you doing girl? Good I hope. Did you talk to the doc about that knot yet? Hopefully it's nothing to worry about. How bout you, you done with your shopping yet??? How bout your sewing projects? I do hope I get my sewing machine for Christmas. I really do miss sewing. Check in soon ok. I miss you too!!!

Take care girls! Hugs, Rita