Why the fascination with Kimmer? #17 - Page 50

LoraJR72 · 05-17-2008, 08:22 AM

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Originally Posted by DEEDLYNN

OK...my hand is being forced. So, I guess...my big post will be today. I'm working "behind the scenes" here, but apparently since I decided to share today's PM, and the posts that follow it....I'm gonna hafta follow through. Error on my part with timing, I should have just kept the PM to myself. As of this post, I'm still not banned.

A couple things.....
LoCarb4me posted:
If anything, Dee, the fact that a bunch of strangers have been for the most part kind and helpful to you in spite of how you began posting in this thread ought to be proof that you are a worthwhile human being and one that deserves a hand up and all the assistance you need or want in clearing out the KK fog and finding your way to the truth about health and weight loss.

I'm sorry, but I respectful disagree....The way things went down on here was likely no better for me and my self-esteem, than the things that Heidi tried to do. The BIG DIFFERENCE is, that Heidi knows she is playing mental mind games. I don't think you guys realize what you do. Not all, but many of you will nit pick the smallest of details to death. Small details are important, but they are important when you know the whole story....not when you are piecing it together. I have sat out here completely exhausted until all hours of the morning defending the most ridiculous of insinuations about me. Why? Because my credibility and integrity are important to me.

I didn't get to get all my ducks in a row as I would have liked to, because I mis-calculated sharing that PM this morning. I thought that folks would read it and it would again give more credibility....but it seems that some of the posts had to again question my alliances.....so here goes. As soon as I hit enter on this message, I am going to wordpress and publishing my updated blog. There will be something missing in that blog, because I didn't get the chance to finish addressing Christin, Deni, John Tiedt, AmyB, and my KK family. I'm not sure I got to say everything that I wanted to say to Heidi...but it will have to do.
Really guys...sometimes it is okay to back down and trust another is doing the "RIGHT" thing. To give breathing space. I brought Carly here...she was gathering information....the focus could have stayed on helping her....but it always comes back to me and my credibility.
So, I'm going to proof the blog one more time and hit enter. I hope that in the collaterol damage... The folks that needed things from me got them. Personal Responsibility...yep...I mis-timed the posting of the PM. Contribution...yes, many here could not give me the space to do what I was really trying to do.

My DB was asking me a couple of days ago, "Why do I care?"

It isn't about Hidey. I know her saga. She's FOS and a complete fraud. I hope the wheels of justice can move faster. Slow and steady wins the race.

It is about the the people in KK and the survivors of KK and others caught in the vicious cycle of very low calorie diets and eating disorders that make me write today and every day. Real people caught up in a cat and mouse game of trying to lose weight and perhaps feel good about themselves but only hurting their bodies, their minds. Like you, Dee. I don't mean to pick on you. Yet, your reluctance too see the facts all spread out for you on the internet makes me want to bang my head on the desk! I don't have to be a former member of KK to "relate" because everyone is a Food Addict. We ALL love food yet hate the way it controls ourselves. We can stop drinking. We can stop smoking. Yet, we CAN'T stop eating! It is fuel for our bodies and it can be enjoyed without guilt and remorse. All we need to do is educate ourselves. Education is the key!

Hidey wants to control you and tell you how wonderful you look and how much of a beautiful person you are when she doesn't give a rats behind! She needs your picture to advertise her plan to make money in the same way she needed Christin and Deni, and Larcana, and the Russian Brde website! So, yeah, I am questioning your credibility in that respect.

All that weight you lost? You are going to gain it back once your off KK. You realize that, right? KK is poisoning your mind, too, because you traded one dependence over another. Go ahead and read the CB blog. It gives you spectacular insight into the minds behind KK. I was disgusted by not only the blog but by people still willing to defend the person or persons who authored the garbage posted.

Dee, Carly, or any other lurkers. Take all the breathing space. Time. Whatever. Read. Read it again. When your done read it again.

I apologize to anyone I've offended in this post. I meant no harm.

DEEDLYNN · 05-17-2008, 08:22 AM

and yes...now I have been BANNED

DEEDLYNN · 05-17-2008, 08:23 AM

truth...cynical is one thing. what happened to me out here...is something completely else.

DEEDLYNN · 05-17-2008, 08:24 AM

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LChottie07 · 05-17-2008, 08:25 AM

Dee.... I knew after talking to you the other night and hearing your heart that you KNEW what was the truth and what was right.

Carly - forgive me for not properly welcoming you here.

I extend to you the same invitation I gave to Dee... I'm here to answer any questions you may have or if you just need to "talk." Give me an email addy and I'll send you my ph# (since you don't have PM privledges yet). Or my email is my name: christin (dot) sherburne at gmail dot com.

Proud of you Dee...

DEEDLYNN · 05-17-2008, 08:27 AM

Actually, I don't think she could possibly have viewed my blog yet, so that must have been in response to my posting her PM this morning. I need to make sure she gets to see the blog...because it pretty well sums up the quandry she was in with regards to banning me or not banning me. I guess she would prefer to take her chances of folks following me, rather than have a loose cannon out there.

jo2621 · 05-17-2008, 08:29 AM

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Hey Dee...Join the club.

We really should have T-shirts made.
"I got banned from KK and all I got was this lousy shirt"

PS That was one doozy of a blog post.

MissMerize · 05-17-2008, 08:39 AM

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Originally Posted by DEEDLYNN

and yes...now I have been BANNED

Is Carly banned too? There is no reason for you to be banned that I know of. Who would do such a thing? There must be a mistake.

Perhaps you should send a request to support and have them clear this up. It must be a glitch.

I came in here under a different screen name, and I got banned to. But I never did anything wrong on the site. I'm still waiting to hear back from customer support.

Even my affiliate account has been suspended.

Welcome to banned camp Dee, and now I'm off to find your blog.

Carly07 · 05-17-2008, 08:39 AM

Going for a long walk now.. a long long walk.. no.. a long long long walk.

This is now what I look like

LuckyKitty · 05-17-2008, 08:45 AM

See, this is why I'm not a bettin woman - I woulda bet that Dee wouldn't have been banned, cause all eyes are watching and some people were starting to get suspicious cause she hadn't been (might of worked in Heidi's favor), but

the more things change, the more they stay the same

Dee, I'm glad you're comfy swimming in the deep end, cause things are probably not gonna get any easier for you in the next little bit, but FWIW you seem to be a pretty open and strong woman and I'm glad you've decided to come out here in the big world (even if it's not as "safe" as if felt at KK), cause it's a lot easier to "blossom" out here

ETA:

Carly, just

OhYeahBabe · 05-17-2008, 08:45 AM

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I was wrong about you, Dee. I thought you'd be a blaze of glory gal, like Gran, but I'm sure that would have made you feel hypocritical. You can be counted on to do things your way.

DEEDLYNN · 05-17-2008, 08:49 AM

OHYEAHBABE...did you miss my blaze of glory.....it's in my blog. and to make sure Heidi got to see it....it was linked to her webmaster address. Wanna make sure that she doesn't miss one word of it.

Katinsac · 05-17-2008, 08:50 AM

thanks, Truth...didn't know she had two blogs, lol...guess I missed a lot

v0xhumana · 05-17-2008, 08:51 AM

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Originally Posted by DEEDLYNN

OK...my hand is being forced. So, I guess...my big post will be today. I'm working "behind the scenes" here, but apparently since I decided to share today's PM, and the posts that follow it....I'm gonna hafta follow through. Error on my part with timing, I should have just kept the PM to myself. As of this post, I'm still not banned.

By WHOM? The "pack", here?

v0xhumana · 05-17-2008, 08:55 AM

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Originally Posted by DEEDLYNN

OHYEAHBABE...did you miss my blaze of glory.....it's in my blog. and to make sure Heidi got to see it....it was linked to her webmaster address. Wanna make sure that she doesn't miss one word of it.

Yep.

DEEDLYNN · 05-17-2008, 08:56 AM

vO....I know that we are not going there right now. If that was to pick a fight, then yes, because I mis-timed something...the pack (or a couple of them) forced my hand. And, since we are getting it all out...(and yes...right now I'm a little frustrated), the reason that TIMING was everything...was not TIMING for Dee. I was trying to turn some things over to the "professionsals" that are trying to stop KIMMER from continuing in those business practices. Once I was banned....I would not be able to help them anymore. I hope they got everything they needed. That's why timing was everything...not because Dee's timing was everything.

Katinsac · 05-17-2008, 08:57 AM

Great blog, Dee. Hey, Maybe Heidi will reconsider and let you back in like she did AmyB....with stipulations though, lol.

Don't the people over there wonder where all the front page people go? I would.

I sincerely hope things work out for you and Carly.

As you can see...Heidi is well aware of what goes on in this thead at all times, not to mention the blogs she says she knows nothing about...yet another lie. She just can't help it, I guess...lol

Katinsac · 05-17-2008, 08:59 AM

I'm still upset over the lies she told you in her email, Dee. Like offered refunds for 6 months? more like 6 days!! wow....she really is a piece of cake and not LC!!

v0xhumana · 05-17-2008, 09:01 AM

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Originally Posted by DEEDLYNN

vO....I know that we are not going there right now. If that was to pick a fight, then yes, because I mis-timed something...the pack (or a couple of them) forced my hand. And, since we are getting it all out...(and yes...right now I'm a little frustrated), the reason that TIMING was everything...was not TIMING for Dee. I was trying to turn some things over to the "professionsals" that are trying to stop KIMMER from continuing in those business practices. Once I was banned....I would not be able to help them anymore. I hope they got everything they needed. That's why timing was everything...not because Dee's timing was everything.

THEM, as in them from here, or them from KK?
And why do you have an aversion to using the word "me"?

DEEDLYNN · 05-17-2008, 09:05 AM

yes vo...the pack here....a couple of the pack here...that's what got the whole ball rolling today...We've already had the discussion of my writing in 3rd person about myself. I guess AmyB does the same thing.

Do you wanna pick a fight today? Is that what this is about to you? Is that your role in this thread? I'm just curious. Seems like anything that I have seen you write is to poke and prode someone else...regardless of what the HELL just happened in here.

I'm not your whipping post. I think I've taken enough in here. In everything that I have just posted and written, do you not have to sit back and absorb things or do you just "poke the dog".

I'll restrain myself from speaking further....until I see your response.

OhYeahBabe · 05-17-2008, 09:07 AM

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Originally Posted by DEEDLYNN

OHYEAHBABE...did you miss my blaze of glory.....it's in my blog. and to make sure Heidi got to see it....it was linked to her webmaster address. Wanna make sure that she doesn't miss one word of it.

What I meant was, I was thinking you'd reach out to members there, from within the site. They aren't any more likely to be aware of the TRUTH or of your post, unless they are told about it. You're right - you did blaze. Your way.

Loved reading Heidi's comments about the lawsuit. I wonder how much of what she says, she actually believes.

DEEDLYNN · 05-17-2008, 09:08 AM

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Dee, I hope you feel better. Now you're one of the "popular" girls. I mean what I said, don't let them shake your self confidence. You look good, keep working toward goal.

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Apparently she don't read very well. I'm not one of the "popular" girls. Can you say...high school.

v0xhumana · 05-17-2008, 09:10 AM

No, not picking fights. I just wanted to be 100% clear. Some of the things you write are somewhat vague, so I needed to ask. And the third person references don't help.

That's all.

Katinsac · 05-17-2008, 09:11 AM

kissy, kissy...she does it so well (heidi)

DEEDLYNN · 05-17-2008, 09:11 AM

OhYEAH....my hopes were that Heidi would realize the "quandry" she was in by banning me. If that happened....keep in mind....I am still doing KK WOE myself (well, until all HELL broke loose over the past couple days), but with that in mind. Maybe I could make a difference from the inside out. The KK site and community is not bad. The diet may or may not need to be tweaked (another arguement for another day), but, the problem with the KK program is the master. The lack of the ability to have freedom of speech within the site. That's the biggest problem. So if Heidi realized her "quandry" in banning me....I could work within the program, but be able to subtly encourage people to really think about what they were doing. If they were the ones eating 500 calories a day, encourage them to eat the proper amount of calories (another arguement for another day). That was my goal.

I tend to think outside the box. From my perspective...you had people outside KK (the anti-KK), people anti KK inside the site (moles) and then KIMMERS. But if someone were openly in their and giving good (or better advice), under their own screenname. Well, somehow, I thought it could make a difference. Doesn't matter now what I thought anyway.

Madam De Leon · 05-17-2008, 09:13 AM

Wow, I go out of town for less than 48 hours and things start happening all over the place.

Congrats on your full scholarship to "Banned Camp" Dee.

That may have not been the standard way of "going out in a blaze of glory"... but your journal entry will be far more effective in the end, as people start to look for you when they discover you're MIA over there, especially since Heidi can't just delete your blog, like she can delete the "offensive" (truth) posts over on KK.

05-17-2008, 08:25 AM	#1475
LChottie07 Senior LCF Member Join Date: Mar 2007 Location: Austin, TX Posts: 301 Gallery: LChottie07 Stats: Maintaining and adjusting WOE: God's Way/Clean Eating Start Date: October 2, 2006	Dee.... I knew after talking to you the other night and hearing your heart that you KNEW what was the truth and what was right. Carly - forgive me for not properly welcoming you here. I extend to you the same invitation I gave to Dee... I'm here to answer any questions you may have or if you just need to "talk." Give me an email addy and I'll send you my ph# (since you don't have PM privledges yet). Or my email is my name: christin (dot) sherburne at gmail dot com. Proud of you Dee... __________________ *The Road Less Traveled is its own Journey that we take, one step at a time, and it doesn't end on a number.* LC Hottie - Christin D.I.E.T Discover your triggers; Invent new ways of thinking; Extinguish your old perceptions; Transform your life The Journey

05-17-2008, 08:45 AM	#1480
LuckyKitty MAJOR LCF POSTER! Join Date: Sep 2004 Location: Kentucky Posts: 2,658 Gallery: LuckyKitty Stats: size 22-24/12-14/toned 8-10 WOE: Applying what I learned from Dr. A to MY body Start Date: 9/1/02	See, this is why I'm not a bettin woman - I woulda bet that Dee wouldn't have been banned, cause all eyes are watching and some people were starting to get suspicious cause she hadn't been (might of worked in Heidi's favor), but the more things change, the more they stay the same Dee, I'm glad you're comfy swimming in the deep end, cause things are probably not gonna get any easier for you in the next little bit, but FWIW you seem to be a pretty open and strong woman and I'm glad you've decided to come out here in the big world (even if it's not as "safe" as if felt at KK), cause it's a lot easier to "blossom" out here ETA: Carly, just __________________ Kat Feed yourself what you would feed a person you loved and care for. Love and care for yourself. ---Juniper01

05-17-2008, 09:08 AM	#1492
DEEDLYNN Senior LCF Member Join Date: May 2008 Posts: 820 Gallery: DEEDLYNN	email from Kimmer Sat, 17 May 2008 08:55:25 -0700 From: "Kimmer" <webmaster@kimkins.com> Add Mobile Alert Yahoo! DomainKeys has confirmed that this message was sent by gmail.com. Learn more To: "DeAnna Smith" <deedlynn22@yahoo.com> Subject: Re: apparently you didn't read this before you "thought" I violated TOS. Dee, I hope you feel better. Now you're one of the "popular" girls. I mean what I said, don't let them shake your self confidence. You look good, keep working toward goal. ************************************************ ****** Apparently she don't read very well. I'm not one of the "popular" girls. Can you say...high school.

05-17-2008, 09:11 AM	#1495
DEEDLYNN Senior LCF Member Join Date: May 2008 Posts: 820 Gallery: DEEDLYNN	OhYEAH....my hopes were that Heidi would realize the "quandry" she was in by banning me. If that happened....keep in mind....I am still doing KK WOE myself (well, until all HELL broke loose over the past couple days), but with that in mind. Maybe I could make a difference from the inside out. The KK site and community is not bad. The diet may or may not need to be tweaked (another arguement for another day), but, the problem with the KK program is the master. The lack of the ability to have freedom of speech within the site. That's the biggest problem. So if Heidi realized her "quandry" in banning me....I could work within the program, but be able to subtly encourage people to really think about what they were doing. If they were the ones eating 500 calories a day, encourage them to eat the proper amount of calories (another arguement for another day). That was my goal. I tend to think outside the box. From my perspective...you had people outside KK (the anti-KK), people anti KK inside the site (moles) and then KIMMERS. But if someone were openly in their and giving good (or better advice), under their own screenname. Well, somehow, I thought it could make a difference. Doesn't matter now what I thought anyway. Last edited by DEEDLYNN : 05-17-2008 at 09:14 AM. Reason: addition.

05-17-2008, 08:22 AM	#1472
DEEDLYNN Senior LCF Member Join Date: May 2008 Posts: 820 Gallery: DEEDLYNN	and yes...now I have been BANNED

05-17-2008, 08:23 AM	#1473
DEEDLYNN Senior LCF Member Join Date: May 2008 Posts: 820 Gallery: DEEDLYNN	truth...cynical is one thing. what happened to me out here...is something completely else.

05-17-2008, 08:24 AM	#1474
DEEDLYNN Senior LCF Member Join Date: May 2008 Posts: 820 Gallery: DEEDLYNN	You don't have access -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You don't have access to forums, chat or private messages -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Reason : TOS violation --------------------------------------------------------------------------------

05-17-2008, 08:27 AM	#1476
DEEDLYNN Senior LCF Member Join Date: May 2008 Posts: 820 Gallery: DEEDLYNN	Actually, I don't think she could possibly have viewed my blog yet, so that must have been in response to my posting her PM this morning. I need to make sure she gets to see the blog...because it pretty well sums up the quandry she was in with regards to banning me or not banning me. I guess she would prefer to take her chances of folks following me, rather than have a loose cannon out there.

05-17-2008, 08:39 AM	#1479
Carly07 Senior LCF Member Join Date: May 2008 Posts: 178 Gallery: Carly07	Going for a long walk now.. a long long walk.. no.. a long long long walk. This is now what I look like

05-17-2008, 08:49 AM	#1482
DEEDLYNN Senior LCF Member Join Date: May 2008 Posts: 820 Gallery: DEEDLYNN	OHYEAHBABE...did you miss my blaze of glory.....it's in my blog. and to make sure Heidi got to see it....it was linked to her webmaster address. Wanna make sure that she doesn't miss one word of it.

05-17-2008, 08:50 AM	#1483
Katinsac MAJOR LCF POSTER! Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: Sacramento, CA Posts: 2,621 Gallery: Katinsac Stats: 211.8/192.2/145 WOE: Atkins 72 Start Date: June 4, 2007	thanks, Truth...didn't know she had two blogs, lol...guess I missed a lot

05-17-2008, 08:56 AM	#1486
DEEDLYNN Senior LCF Member Join Date: May 2008 Posts: 820 Gallery: DEEDLYNN	vO....I know that we are not going there right now. If that was to pick a fight, then yes, because I mis-timed something...the pack (or a couple of them) forced my hand. And, since we are getting it all out...(and yes...right now I'm a little frustrated), the reason that TIMING was everything...was not TIMING for Dee. I was trying to turn some things over to the "professionsals" that are trying to stop KIMMER from continuing in those business practices. Once I was banned....I would not be able to help them anymore. I hope they got everything they needed. That's why timing was everything...not because Dee's timing was everything.

05-17-2008, 08:57 AM	#1487
Katinsac MAJOR LCF POSTER! Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: Sacramento, CA Posts: 2,621 Gallery: Katinsac Stats: 211.8/192.2/145 WOE: Atkins 72 Start Date: June 4, 2007	Great blog, Dee. Hey, Maybe Heidi will reconsider and let you back in like she did AmyB....with stipulations though, lol. Don't the people over there wonder where all the front page people go? I would. I sincerely hope things work out for you and Carly. As you can see...Heidi is well aware of what goes on in this thead at all times, not to mention the blogs she says she knows nothing about...yet another lie. She just can't help it, I guess...lol

05-17-2008, 08:59 AM	#1488
Katinsac MAJOR LCF POSTER! Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: Sacramento, CA Posts: 2,621 Gallery: Katinsac Stats: 211.8/192.2/145 WOE: Atkins 72 Start Date: June 4, 2007	I'm still upset over the lies she told you in her email, Dee. Like offered refunds for 6 months? more like 6 days!! wow....she really is a piece of cake and not LC!!

05-17-2008, 09:05 AM	#1490
DEEDLYNN Senior LCF Member Join Date: May 2008 Posts: 820 Gallery: DEEDLYNN	yes vo...the pack here....a couple of the pack here...that's what got the whole ball rolling today...We've already had the discussion of my writing in 3rd person about myself. I guess AmyB does the same thing. Do you wanna pick a fight today? Is that what this is about to you? Is that your role in this thread? I'm just curious. Seems like anything that I have seen you write is to poke and prode someone else...regardless of what the HELL just happened in here. I'm not your whipping post. I think I've taken enough in here. In everything that I have just posted and written, do you not have to sit back and absorb things or do you just "poke the dog". I'll restrain myself from speaking further....until I see your response.

05-17-2008, 09:10 AM	#1493
v0xhumana Senior LCF Member Join Date: Jan 2008 Posts: 281 Gallery: v0xhumana	No, not picking fights. I just wanted to be 100% clear. Some of the things you write are somewhat vague, so I needed to ask. And the third person references don't help. That's all.

05-17-2008, 09:11 AM	#1494
Katinsac MAJOR LCF POSTER! Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: Sacramento, CA Posts: 2,621 Gallery: Katinsac Stats: 211.8/192.2/145 WOE: Atkins 72 Start Date: June 4, 2007	kissy, kissy...she does it so well (heidi)

05-17-2008, 09:13 AM	#1496
Madam De Leon Senior LCF Member Join Date: Jul 2007 Posts: 522 Gallery: Madam De Leon	Wow, I go out of town for less than 48 hours and things start happening all over the place. Congrats on your full scholarship to "Banned Camp" Dee. That may have not been the standard way of "going out in a blaze of glory"... but your journal entry will be far more effective in the end, as people start to look for you when they discover you're MIA over there, especially since Heidi can't just delete your blog, like she can delete the "offensive" (truth) posts over on KK.