||05-15-2013 10:46 PM
Boo and yay at the same time
my mom always told me she thought I had some sort of food allergy because I would be the sweetest little girl until I ate and then I would turn into hateful brat, I have always struggled with irratibity and anger surges aniexty depression, but anyways I googled anger after eating and gluten kept popping up, kinda just put it in the back of my mind...until recently, just started on diet plan last week (doing juddd) but I decided at the same time to go ahead and cut out gluten, my acid reflux is gone( it was getting bad, waking up in middle of night with a mouthful of acid literally thinking I was going to die) my irritability had calmed down, I even had a day where I didn't have to take a nap after eating, never seemed to matter what I ate healthy or crap, small or large I would always get so tired and would have to drag myself upstairs to bed for a few hours, well yesterday I ate some potato chips didn't think nothing of it, I woke up today with just a blah feeling and just irritated at everything and everyone, progressed throughout the day turned into extreme anger, I wanted to hurt somebody(for real) I just had so much pent up inside of me, and then it hit me, I bet those chips weren't gluten free. I wrote the company to find out for sure, I didn't have them at home and couldn't find ingredients online. Part of this makes me sad just because of the stuff I have to give up mainly Chinese Buffett which is silly I only go maybe twice a year but I do enjoy it immensely. But I am over joyed to know that I might have an answer to so much that is wrong with me, mom couldn't understand how I got so fat I was around 10 but I didn't eat more than other children at the time, I later did....I think an attempt at comfort for being made fun of etc.... Well I managed to comfort myself right into physical misery of being over 300 pounds and only being 5'4. So no I don't know 100 percent that I have a gluten intolerance, I will really be monitoring my feelings, anyway that's my little story. This might just be the little bit of hope I need to actually stick to a diet, I never had much hope before.