so I am here....
I think anybody who has struggled with obesity knows that desperate feeling: you know something needs to be done;no something has to be done; so many people telling you from all angles how and what and why of diets and plans; yet when it all boils down to it, it is up to you-period. So I am here at a loss from 264 to 257 all basically from walking 10,000 steps 5 days a week the last few weeks; and now tweaking the diet to not include those foods that have been my life long friends. This is no easy task; I watched online today my city's pride events go by this year without me...because I know I cannot go there without a full endulge of food and booze..yes I am serious...by next june I dont want to be the same person in my profile pic...and if I keep my resolve as I am now...I wont be that person....but it is hard...its is in some ways isolating...people dont understand and want to argue with you and invite you to do things that will tempt the food triggers..I am here and I am serious....despite the intial pain of loss of food as that one constant friend and the challenge of finding a new relationship with food....it feels good to choose foods that dont make me bloat and pass out....it feels good to put on pants that are getting more lose fitting everyday...it feels good to know that in a couple of weeks I am actually gonna need some new sized pants and shirts...it feels good to know I can walk a mile straight without hurting all over...yes I am damn well serious...and I am here...forever.
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 and good luck !! |
Posted 06-11-2008 at 04:59 PM by Reg
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