Maybe this can be the start of something new for me.

I am 46 SAHM. 19 yr old DD, 13 DS and 11 DS. and of course the husband.

I have no idea what I weigh right now. Probably 2XX. Last month at the doc I think it was 205#. I have been STUFFING my face lately(why) and yesterday had to put on the 'FAT' blue pants.

I am a long time dieter. Probably since grade school. Looking back at what I looked like then, I wonder why I thought I was so fat. I wasn't. But probably not as skinny as the skinny girls and I certainly was not active so probably blubbery....

sandyn