Yep.....I did it !! I tipped the scale at a total loss of 50.4 at weigh in today. I am so proud of myself.

I wasnt really thinking about it. I didnt have a clean week....so I didnt expect a 2.4# loss.......those darn COSCTO cookies can't be in the house.

I went to the cemetery today.....the nickel was still there.....doesnt look like anyone has been there...that kinda breaks my heart all over again.

I'm OK though.....hanging tough !!

Reg

I went to Pinelawn today. It was the hottest day of the year so far. I stopped by the office to see where Steve's plot is located. The lady was very nice and compassionate.

It was a quick drive to Freedom Drive....less than 5 minutes. The grounds are immaculate.

I parked my car in what I thought was the general area.....followed the map. I walked around for a good 30 minutes and couldnt find him. Then, a nice man came by who worked there and helped me out. I can't believe I was parked less than 10 feet away and I couldnt find him. He said I have "good...

Reg

I can't help but feel ripped off.

I was on "the list". The list Steve gave to his brother of people to call in the event something happened. Why was I not allowed to say "goodbye"? and pay my respects ?

Why was there no obit? Why did half of Long Island know about it, but I didnt? Why were my friends and I excluded?

It must be a conspiracy.

I still can't get over he's gone.

Reg

Steve at Pocono

Reg

At 12:03, Monday afternoon, my heart stopped.

I received a call from the wife of a long time friend. He has been battling cancer for the past 3 years.

Steve passed away a week ago on Memorial Day, in his sleep. There was no obit, no call, nothing. I didnt get get pay my respects to the family and say good bye. I feel like I'm in limbo.

I had seen Steve in January. It was the first "Liquid Lunch" I ever had. We shared some laughs and stories of when we were kids. After that, we kept in touch over the phone. He spent a few weeks...

Reg