I should have posted here earlier, I should start using this as an outlet, but unfortunitly I didnt and I ended up binging, AGAIN. I am honestly so sick of this disease it is unreal. I want to be over, why does it have to be so hard? It seems so easy, just stop right? If only So why did I binge? Hmm, I think alot of it is my nerves. I not only have treatment tonight, but I also meet my new counselor. I dont like meeting new people, telling my story over and over, admitting I am weak. I dont like that I have this disease, and that I let it get to me so bad. I dont like that I cant control...

DisneyPrincess

Fully on Plan? I just posted in a thread that I was Fully on Atkins. Now I think I will go Edit.
I did not think of the 2 drinks I had last night. That is On For ME, But not fully On Atkins.

Tonight I will have 1. Rootbeer and Vanilla Vodka.

*Mood* Good, Feeling Productive.

Exercise plan~ Planning Richard Simmons.
Someday I will be bnle to exercise W/O pain Meds.

I really want to Give Shapley Secrets a try, But I just cannot justify the expense right now.

Perhaps as my Christmas present to myself, after...

CurveControl

This is mostly for me.
You are welcome to Join me in my Journey.

I will not be watching spelling, Grammar or anything else.

It is for Musing, Keeping track of progress, Moods and weight/clothing size loss.

Welcome to me Blog!

CurveControl

I honestly don't know, I start and restart so much i've lost track. I think it's day 5, but don't quote me on that. BUT, I'm down to 185!!! The pointer was actually a little below, but I'm just going to stick with that! So yay me!! I am still hungry and can't wait til I get to the point where I have to make myself eat!

StartingOver

I decided to start a blog to mark my journey through treatment of my eating disorder. So many people are curious as to what I am going through, and I am more than happy to share. The more support I can get the better.

So a little background for those who really dont know me. About 7 years ago I started a diet that turned into a full blown ED. Of course there are other underlying reasons, but that's how it started. I was officially diagnosed with anorexia as I was wheeled into the hospital to be tube fed. It took many months, but I regained the weight I needed and I deemed myself...

DisneyPrincess