My depressed mood is lifting, thank goodness. I still dont feel 100% but I do feel better. I am beginning to realize how much energy this disease takes to fight, and I am beginning to realize a lot of times I dont have the energy to do anything more than fight.

That in itself is depressing. BUT, I wont give up this fight because I do know it is, or rather will be, worth the effort.
I got an amazing gift from a friend yesterday that helped to lift my spirits, plus, it was meditation night at Renfrew. I really like that. So between treatment and the thoughtful gift my mood has started...