I was a moody wotsit last night and I cant get out of it today either

. I know whats causing it - im nervous about starting my new job on Monday and we are moving in 4 weeks time and I just want to get on with it and GO!!! At the moment, I feel so isolated here - very lonely (i know that sounds rediculous!) all my friends are back in Kent, I dont drive and we live in the middle of nowhere here so I cant get out - and we have very little money cause im not working, so I feel guilty over that too. Basically for the last few weeks I have only seen my son and SO - both of whom I love dearly,...