Starting over for the zillionth time.

I started on my eating plan again a few days ago after way too much cheating. The funny thing is I never really cheat that majorally and it is usually on things that most people eat as a normal part of their diet.
I just cannot eat the so called normal way I have gained a lot of weight back trying to do so. I have to stick to a high fat low carb high protein diet.
I am going through induction flu right now which is never fun but once it is over I will be able to get back in the groove.
I said I would never again let my weight affect my life then guess what? I let it and have been having weight related mobility issues well no more I have a goal and know I may not have this great life waiting at the end of it as I found out last time but I will be the best me I can achieve.