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Ok I am drinking water. I went for a walk yesterday. TOM will be here w/in the week. So, weight was pretty high despite me not eating very much yesterday.I didn't eat lc though..so, my fault. I get to see my honey in 9 days..so I am hoping to lose 10lbs by then. I think it can definately be done..especially it being my 1st week. I have done it before. Even if I don't..I am sure I will feel alot better. I bought a new water bottle..it holds 32 oz of water. I am working on my first. I am going to try to get at least two while I am at work. I will go over to the cafe in a minute to get me some bfast. I need to start eating everyday. I really need to make me some food I can grab and pack for b/l everyday..I am so tired of being fat and not feelin good. I have to get a handle on this or i might as well give up! And that is somethin I don't want to do. I just hate feeling like I have failed so many times.That is why i don't want to tell anyone I am doing this. Well..I will check back in later.