the stupid cafe here at work was closed..so i guess i won't eat til lunch. they could have told us they had new hours..

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Ok I am drinking water. I went for a walk yesterday. TOM will be here w/in the week. So, weight was pretty high despite me not eating very much yesterday.I didn't eat lc though..so, my fault. I get to see my honey in 9 days..so I am hoping to lose 10lbs by then. I think it can definately be done..especially it being my 1st week. I have done it before. Even if I don't..I am sure I will feel alot better. I bought a new water bottle..it holds 32 oz of water. I am working on my first. I am going to try to get at least two while I am at work. I will go over to the cafe in a minute to get me some...

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I'm really irritated w/myself right now. Why oh why..do I have this stupid addiction to Dr Pepper! It makes me feel like crap, but I am steady drinking it! I'm not crazy about water, but I don't hate it either! I am tired of not staying on plan. I am mad at myself. I HAVE to get myself together,write out a PLAN, exercise,drop the pop..and get it going again. Its been a year since I got off plan and haven't been able to get it right since. Imagine where I could be now if I had stuck with it!! I have to get this idea of perfection out of my head. It's like if I don't do it perfect, then I don't...

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All those faces just mean I am mad at myself. This time last year, I started eating lc and lost about 20lbs or so. I posted here (under a diff name) fairly faithfully..my gma died in june..and that was the end of that! I just couldn't get back on the wagon. Well..Now, I have met a wonderful guy..I am truly happy and the only thing I want to fix is the weight issue. In church yesterday..they talked about how we need to conquer that one THING that plagues us. That if we can face our fears and get over it..we can do anything! Well..I am starting over! This...

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