because my eating was horrible. Good grief!! I thought yesterday was going to be okay and then my husband wanted chinese food. Today is a new day. I can only imagine what the scale says today. I'm not going to stress myself out about it though. I decided to take that dress out of the closet and it's hanging in my bathroom. (Thanks for the suggestion Reg and ceecee!) Getting into that dress means much more to me than a number on the scale!!! Who knew I would ever think like that! I've always been scale obsessed. It was all about a number and that's all that mattered. Not anymore. I'm finally starting...

oraki

to all the mothers out there!!!


I didn't do much today. I went to go see my mom but she had went out of town. She wasn't for sure if she was going yesterday but I guess she found out early this morning. She left pretty early so she didn't call me. I did talk to her though. I was feeling a little bummed because I didn't have the money to buy her something really nice for Mother's Day. I did get her a card and a little gift. She said she liked it. Hopefully one day I'll be able to do more.

Well this weekend has been a bust eating wise. I won't even...

oraki

I was feeling a little down on myself about my eating for the last two days. It hasn't been that good at all. I even started this morning off with 2 slices of leftover pizza. Not good at all I know. So I was sitting here thinking well I've already started the day off wrong so I may as well keep it up.

I was in my closet and I have a size 14 summer dress that I bought a few years ago. It was while I was still doing atkins and the weight was coming off at a pretty steady pace. I wasn't in a 14 then but it was supposed to be an incentive to myself to get into that dress....

oraki

It's Friday and the weekend is here!! Woohoo!!!

I only worked a half a day today. Yippee!! The weekend is here. Whew I have to try and keep myself busy this evening. TOM is here and all I want to do is eat eat and eat!! It started last night with some tortilla chips and today hasn't been great either. I'm struggling....stupid hormones. I worked in the yard for about an hour and that helped a little bit. Not a lot though. It's crazy any other time I have pretty good control over my eating but BAM TOM shows up and I'm ready to eat everything in the house! Is it just...

oraki

Well the last time that I weighed on the ww scale it said 229.2 and today it said 230. So that was a gain of .8 of a pound. TOM started this morning so I'm not going to worry about it. I'm just going to continue following the program and the scale will be put back in the corner. Especially with TOM there's no need to torture myself. I'll be back later!! I did weigh 228.5 on my home scale so I'm happy with that. It's nice to finally be back in the 220s even if the ww scale doesn't say so yet.

Of course TOM starts this morning!! I bet I could have shown a loss if it wasn't...

oraki