Well, here I go again. Seems like the story of my adult life. Not my childhood, not teenage years but from about 20 yrs old on. Geez.....I have officially been overweight about 15 years now???? Where has the time gone? This isnt supposed to be me and I dont want it to be. Or do I? Why do I always sabatoge myself? What is wrong with me that I do this to myself. I get depressed about being fat, ***** about being fat, but then everytime I lose weight I never keep it off. I lost 50 lbs lbs taking Phen/Phen about 11 yrs ago, got pregnant and then gained it all back and more. Lost about 40 lbs with...

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