FEELING INSPIRED

WELL....its Tuesday and day 9 of low carbing but day 25 of "dieting". I am feeling really inspired and motivated right now and hope and pray this feeling continues. I know God is probably tired of hearing my month after month, year after year prayers of "Lord give the me the strength and will power to get rid of this weight and keep it off." I lost 40 lbs the first time around and I know I can do it again. 1st goal...There are only 52 more days until Kim and I take the kids to Myrtle Beach. The mini goal was to be under 200 lb range and I think I can definitely do that. We will see Friday how close I am for the first "official" weigh in. 2nd and long term goal is hubby's COMPANY cruise in November to be weighing around 175. I do not want to be the 2nd fattest person in a **** bathing suit that is on the company trip this year like in the Bahamas last year! I refuse to be this time! I do not want to embarass him and I wonder if I did. After 16 years of marriage, I doubt it. But who knows. I want his co-workers and spouses to all comment "WOW you have lost so much weight!"
OK....done for now