So I stepped on the scale today to find a 2 lb loss . How cool is that?? It doesn't happen for me very often, it's usually an oz here and an oz there. So it was nice to see an actual difference on the scale .

The best part is that I'm 238lbs today. I don't remember the last time I saw 238, it was many years ago as I was going up in weight. Before I was pg i was 240.

I'm sooooooooooooooo excited!!!!!!!!!!!! That means that I lost 4 lbs this month, which is awesome because that's what I've been losing the last few months. Ya it's not a lot but i'm ok with...

Maja

I HATE being an emotional eater. why does chocolate make me feel good??? I don't even want to know how much chocolate i ate today. I'm DEFINITIVELY not stepping on teh scale tomorrow. WHY is it sooo easy to reach for chocolate when I'm feeling stressed.

This sucks

Maja

Yesterday I went shopping, Penningtons is having a 50% off sale . So I picked out a few things that were 1X and X and I tried on this shirt that I've been eyeing for a while, but refused to pay $40 for it. Well it fit and it looks sooo good on me. Then I noticed the tag and it's size 14!!! I can't believe it!!!!! I don't have anything that's size 14 in my closet that I can actually wear. I know it's just the cut of the shirt (it's very generous in the stomach area) but it looks soo cute. Ofcourse I bought it.
I got some new undies there too.. size X. I guess I can throw away...

Maja

I've been thinking about clothes lately and weight in general. I have been overweight all my life, even as a child, teen and adult. I don't remember being under a size 16 EVER. I'm sure when I was a kid i was smaller but I don't remember it.

I don't remember ever being able to shop in places other then plus size stores.
I can't even imagine what it would be like to walk into ANY store and pick out something that I LIKE and buy it. Instead of going to the only store that carries my size, picking out something because it fits and getting it because I have nothing to wear....

Maja

Today the scale read 244 lbs. That is soooo frigging awesome . When I got pg with my twins I was 245 lbs because I lost 10lbs on the cabbage soup diet. I don't even remember the last time I was 244. The funny thing is, I can see my wrist bones. Isn't that wierd. I mean of all things to notice, my wrist bones?

I can now wear my engagment ring, it's soo pretty and I LOVE it. I haven't been able to wear it since about the 5th month of pregnancy. That's over 2 years ago. I was soo amazed when it actually fit . I'm soo glad I brought it with me to Canada. my wedding band is still...

Maja