IM back in controll of my eating I was on such a long stall for so long . Finding this site has giving me the tool i need to be accountable . Im on my way to my goal and i know I will get there.Its amazing how much support I have gotten from ppl here and I want to be able to give as much support back.
starting to feel discouraged!!!!!!
Posted 05-09-2008 at 12:55 PM by magickal1
I feel like I am doing something wrong I want the scale to move so much faster than it is and I know it takes time but i really am over the fact that I am fat grrr
I want to be asured ill lose a certain amount every week and thats just not how it works , but why cant it ? I mean if i cheat it takes me a week to get back to losing again and just isnt fair.Yes im ranting and raving cuz I need to get this out I try so hard I eat so well and my only vice is my coffee i cut down to once a day. I really dont want to give it up and its like the hardest thing to give up, but in the back of my mind I know its wats slowing me down 
I know theres no magical pill that will make this all go away, Im just in tears knowing its gonna take forever to get where i wanna be and nothing will change that. I seriously need help to over come my depression and i know its my weight that sends me into the depression, aai want to live a better life and its just not possible carrying all this weight. I get scared about the skin I will have to deal with and how disgusting it will be but one problem at a time
THIS BLOG IS MORE FOR ME JUST TO VENT AND LET OUT MY THOUGHTS , but being a single mom and having no money i already know i will have to suffer the fact I will be living with the extra skin not too happy about that but what can I do about it... not much ......
I want to be asured ill lose a certain amount every week and thats just not how it works , but why cant it ? I mean if i cheat it takes me a week to get back to losing again and just isnt fair.Yes im ranting and raving cuz I need to get this out I try so hard I eat so well and my only vice is my coffee i cut down to once a day. I really dont want to give it up and its like the hardest thing to give up, but in the back of my mind I know its wats slowing me down I know theres no magical pill that will make this all go away, Im just in tears knowing its gonna take forever to get where i wanna be and nothing will change that. I seriously need help to over come my depression and i know its my weight that sends me into the depression, aai want to live a better life and its just not possible carrying all this weight. I get scared about the skin I will have to deal with and how disgusting it will be but one problem at a timeTHIS BLOG IS MORE FOR ME JUST TO VENT AND LET OUT MY THOUGHTS , but being a single mom and having no money i already know i will have to suffer the fact I will be living with the extra skin not too happy about that but what can I do about it... not much ...... 
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Posted 05-09-2008 at 03:49 PM by Reg
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I know its tough but you have to hang in there. Weight that comes off slow stays gone if you work hard. You will appreciate your hard earned work more than someone who lost it overnight.
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Posted 05-10-2008 at 06:24 AM by ceceee8935
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thx for the encourament!!!!!!
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Posted 05-16-2008 at 06:17 AM by magickal1
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