IM back in controll of my eating I was on such a long stall for so long . Finding this site has giving me the tool i need to be accountable . Im on my way to my goal and i know I will get there.Its amazing how much support I have gotten from ppl here and I want to be able to give as much support back.
I hate being fat!!!!!!
Posted 04-24-2008 at 05:55 PM by magickal1
I hate being fat!!!!Im fighting off the urge to sabatage my plan....Im sitting here not really hungry at all just knowing I want something sweet, so I am almost miserable hopin it will pass.I feel like im in prison and captive by my own body. I am hoping that Im writing the way I feel will change my mind, and I will make it thru the nite with a cheat free day..I think about how far I have come and how badly I want to reach my goal but even tho I know this Its still there, the want to reach out and have some awefull high carb sweet..I feel food is my drug addtiction and my drug dealer is on every corner in america, and so hard to stay n controll sometimes. I know that I have come so far , but I want it now like a lil kid wanting the x mas presents under the x mas tree...So writing this did help its in black and white now and I think Im over the want , these are just my thoughts.....
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Magikal. I feel your pain,
 and I'm right there with you. While I was reading your blog, I felt like I was reading about myself. Hang in there, one day at a time. I just joined today and can already feel the support and am hoping this will help me stay on track, motivated, and accountable. Let's do it. We can!  |
Posted 04-24-2008 at 08:39 PM by sweet tooth 22
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Hey Magikal! I agree I feel that way sometimes, but this was great to write it, now you see it and have to work hard towards getting that better body! You can do it! I hope you've encouraged yourself and not eat those sweets! A guilty feeling is not for me or you...they're so not worth it...but there's that saying " nothing tastes as good as skinny feels" and it's so true!
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Posted 04-25-2008 at 05:49 AM by Dedicated
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Posted 04-25-2008 at 07:15 AM by ceceee8935
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DONT GIVE IT!!! YOU CAN DO THIS!!!
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Posted 04-25-2008 at 07:40 AM by Meekness29
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ty u all !!!! I did make thru that nite....
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Posted 05-04-2008 at 09:30 AM by magickal1
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