Fear

I have been thinking about how my body is gonna look when I reach goal. Im back to losing again and totally focused, but Im scared of how my skin is going to look when I reach goal,Im trying to find ways to help myself with the skin issue as I am still losing I know that I cant afford plastic surgery being a single mom and I get no child support what so ever from My childs father makes money a huge issue. I feel that If i CAN TRY TO find ways to make it a lil better now I will be ahead of the game, but It isnt easy finding info out on what will work !again money seems to be the one thing that helps and I dont have-makes me cry alot about it , but I dont want to sit and cry about it I want to do something about it.....Ive never had self confidence always shy'd away from any special occasion or party because I was so embarrassed never felt liek I was good enuff .I want to live life instead of watching it pass me by, but even tho I am doing so well on controllin my eating theres this fear that i will still have this skin issue when Im at goal.