Alright so its come to my attention that my life isn't as good as it should be at this point in time. For the past couple of weeks I've been renovating my bedroom and it has really given me time to think about things.

There are two main things that are effecting almost every aspect of my life.

Lack of sleep...
I work nights, and attempt to sleep during the day. Its hard for me to get to sleep, and even harder for me to stay asleep, which basically leaves me irritable a grouchy all day everyday. I've always had trouble sleeping, even as a kid, but its getting worse since I have to do it during the day.

A long suspected case of ADD...
Ever since grade school its been suspected that my "lazyness" was actually ADD, but I was never tested since I always excelled in school but I dont think anyone ever knew just how hard that was for me. Papers and Projects being put off till the last minute, or forcing myself to stay up all night just to try and finish a mimal amount of work only to get distracted by a fly buzzing around that I just needed to spend a half hour tracking down and killing. People I know say that I cant possibly have ADD since I've accomplished so much without drugs, but I beg to differ. I think my life would have been a whole lot easier if I could focus.

These not sleeping makes the ADD stuff worse, and the ADD stuff makes me sleep even less. They're both getting worse by the day, its getting to the point where my own family wants to fire me from my job because the work just isnt getting done, not to mention a cop walked in on me passed out in a computer chair.

My life has become so disorganized and I need to get it back on track. I shall be calling my doctor tomorrow to set up an apt to see if she can possibly reccomend something for both but I'm thinking she can only help with the sleeping aspect.

Oh yeah and I just remembered that ! need to finish painting my damn room!:stars:

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