I am down and kind of depressed today. I am still in ketosis but my weight is not going down at all.

I think my date is not going to happen. Which I guess is probably good only because I feel so bad about myself right now. Why would he want to go out with a fat woman? I need to give up the dream of finding someone to love me fat or skinny. I don't think that someone exists.

This is day 10 and I still have not gone off plan but my weight is not budging. Very frustrating and making me feel like a complete failure!

Maybe tomorrow will be a...

laph