Here I am again!

I lost 70 pounds and have gained back 40 of it. It is day 4 on Induction and I am feeling good and motivated. I had originaly said I was not going to weigh but I was going to rely on how my clothes were fitting and how I was feeling. But I got on the scale this morning! It was not as bad as thought but it was still about 40 pounds. I have a whole closet of clothes that don't fit! UGGG My issue is..... When I was at my thinest, I went out with this man that I really liked a lot and he liked me. For several reason our lives were not a place that dating would be something that we could do. However, we did keep in touch over the past year. (which I have gained 40 pounds) We are now talking about going out again. This man is someone that I really like talking to and being around. Now seems to be the time to start it up again, but I am bigger and I am scared he is not going to like me any longer. I keep telling myself that if he had gained weight it would not matter to me but I know that men are different. What do I do???

That is my delima for today. I am sure it will be something else tomorrow. I don't know why I even typed all this except maybe hoping that typing it out would somehow make me feel better. I will see if that is true!

So....I have stayed with induction for 4 days. Day 4 I weighed 204....lets see what tomorrow brings!