No Motivation whatsoever.........Day 2

I was a moody wotsit last night and I cant get out of it today either . I know whats causing it - im nervous about starting my new job on Monday and we are moving in 4 weeks time and I just want to get on with it and GO!!! At the moment, I feel so isolated here - very lonely (i know that sounds rediculous!) all my friends are back in Kent, I dont drive and we live in the middle of nowhere here so I cant get out - and we have very little money cause im not working, so I feel guilty over that too. Basically for the last few weeks I have only seen my son and SO - both of whom I love dearly, but I need to talk about something other than trucks and banger racing!! I long for a sensible discussion on who is the fittest in Lost and false nails and which fake tan works the best!!!

Im sure things will be better once I get started in my new job - hopefully make some new friends here in Dorset and once im earning some money, then I can finish my hynotherapy course and start my aromatherapy business....so its not all doom and gloom and I know im luckier than a lot of people - im just not feeling it today!!!!!

On a positive note - im still on track, 6pm tonight my 48 hours will be up, and hopefully i'll be in ketosis - also, im going into Poole with my son on Thursday, so im very much looking forward to having a look around and spending some quality with him on the beach (subject to the glorious english weather of course!!!)

OK Whinge over - feel better just for offloading that!!! - im going to go and cook my pork steaks up for breakfast and watch frasier - always makes me larf!!

Catch ya later xxx