I CAN'T!

I think you need to reevaluate your perspective!!!! I make a list like this but completely opposite to remind me of my strengths in case I get in a funk like this! Everyday I remind myself that I AM a STRONG WOMAN sometimes all throughout the day! My goal is to instill it in my head! Lets do it together!!!!

Dont mean to be mean but I agree with Karazona. Its time to get off the pity pot and get it together. First try making a list of everything positive in your life and focus on that for awhile.

Then quit saying I CANT!!!!!!! Because you CAN CAN CAN CAN do this

You say you cant take feeling like cr@p because of the diet? Well I dont see where you feel much better off the diet? No more excuses because you obviously want to lose the weight.

Maybe its time to find a support group or another diet that suits you better? Take the time to sit down and write out all of your good options and find what is going to work for you. I see your pics and da**mitt you are a beautiful woman.
Girl I wish you the best and I know you CAN CAN CAN do this.