I SUCK
Posted 05-20-2008 at 04:39 PM by DolphinsOnMyMind777
I SUCK!!!
I have had a headache for going on 3 days and I finally caved in to it. I ate sugery good candy and guess what....headache is gone. I cannot have a headache like this for this week. I have a HUGE graduation party for my son that I am planning and cooking for. I have 55-60 gueats coming and I need to function. I am so stressed out and this "diet" is driving me crazy. I think I am going to have to step away for a little while. I am doing my body so much harm by being on and off and on and off and on and off so much over the past 6 months.
Who am I kidding anyway? I can't do it. I am destined to be a big fat fatty!!! I am feeling stressed and confused and frustrated and plain old feeling sorry for myself right now.
Forgive me for my rant and complaing and pitty party. But that is where I am at right now.
I have had a headache for going on 3 days and I finally caved in to it. I ate sugery good candy and guess what....headache is gone. I cannot have a headache like this for this week. I have a HUGE graduation party for my son that I am planning and cooking for. I have 55-60 gueats coming and I need to function. I am so stressed out and this "diet" is driving me crazy. I think I am going to have to step away for a little while. I am doing my body so much harm by being on and off and on and off and on and off so much over the past 6 months.
Who am I kidding anyway? I can't do it. I am destined to be a big fat fatty!!! I am feeling stressed and confused and frustrated and plain old feeling sorry for myself right now.
Forgive me for my rant and complaing and pitty party. But that is where I am at right now.
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Get off your pity pot girl!!! Take all that enthusiasm you put into writing this and pitying yourself and redirect it towards a positive self image! It's unbelievably hard to do it when things aren't always working out, but if you used the enrgy you had to work yourself into this funk, then you can surely use that energy to apply quality towards your life! I'm not being mean by any means, because I think we've all been there and visit that place weekly/monthly, but stick to it! Even if you do need to stop the diet, at least use what you've learned to apply it towards your new diet! I wish you wouldn't give up...
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Posted 05-20-2008 at 09:19 PM by Karazona
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I know you are right. I am just "stuck" in a pit right now wavering back and forth. I just don't know.
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Posted 05-21-2008 at 05:36 AM by DolphinsOnMyMind777
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I wish I knew something eloquent to say to help you here kiddo, but nothing's coming to mind.
So, I'll just say SUCK IT UP. And I mean that in the nicest possible way. You are stressed right now b/c of your party and stressors lead to bad behavior reactions. You will be fine. My god, you raised a kid to graduation didn't you? Think of all the good things and strong things you've done and have in your life. DO NOT dwell on the negative, that's a bottomless pit. PM me if you need to chat. You've always been so positive, I'm sorry you're having this stress, but you can do this. keep your chin up. |
Posted 05-21-2008 at 09:34 AM by roamer723
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