Everything has been going great for the last few days, and then out of nowhere I binge. I don't know what's wrong with me. I have so many ups and downs. Some days I feel like it would be easier to not eat at all then to worry about what to eat and when to eat it. I really thought there would be a time in my life where I beat ED for good. Sure I would still have some of the ED thoughts, but I would be able to control the physical parts. Now I feel like no matter what I do I will always have this. It's depressing and sad. I want to beat this so badly, but something is blocking me. Could...

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