Fat day

AAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok, I just needed to get that out. Why oh why do I try on clothes I know there is no way I could fit into? I ordered my favorite jeans in an 8 and they came today. I've been wearing the 10's for a few weeks. I ordered 8's because I can't get them anymore at Carson's or Macy's, so I ordered them in case I can't get them online later either. I decided to try them on just to see hwo close I was to being able to really fit into them. HUGE mistake. I could get them up, but they were super skin tight, and I was short by 1/2-3/4 inch when trying to even button them. How depressing. I knew they couldn't fit. I mean 8's are small. Thin people wear 8's . What was I thinking?!

I so badly wanted to go workout and skip lunch, but I know that's not the solution. I'm going to continue with my day as usual, and hopefully my attitude will improve once I get to the school, and help the kindergarteners. They always make me feel better.