well poo!~

I cant believe it will be almost a year of LC and I'm not anywhere near goal. I even gained 10lbs back. My mental attitude has gone puff!

Even on days Ive cheated, I seem to punish myself by eating more.. the emotional part of this.. which stinks!

When I eat good lc, my mind or conscience is feeling good. Why dont I want to stay that way. Just eating one bite has sent me back into carb hell.

I got my bathingsuit a few days ago. It looks so small. I dont think 10lbs ago it would have.

I would almost post it on the fridge but it would be in everyones way! bathingsuit that is!

I've done good today.. bad if you count the sf sodas. I have already gone thru one 12pk of cherry chocolate dr pepper sodas.. so sue me! I love them.. I'm clipping out the coupons inside and getting more.. they are awesome!

I'm hoping to get back to posting and reading.. I have to get weight off by summer.. I must I must!!!!

No new goals, just goal to be back on track!
Hugs for myself!