Train Wreck City-April 4th 2008
Today I am a bloody train wreck,
I went to University on an empty stomach (very bad idea). I'm so terrible in the morning when I have an early class. It's hard to give myself enough time to maintain basic hygiene, let alone make a SB friendly breakfast. I'll work on that...I didn't end up going to the gym, as I had a major assigment due today and I was up all night tweaking it! 
As I came home from University, I was just about there when I slipped on this huge patch of ice and landed on my knee.
I have one really sexy black and blue knee look out!
I feel terrible because I know these crazy bad moods will pass, but I'm so stressed about school, finding a job, and making my basic payments this month that I want to explode.
I really need to get out of the "Debbie Downer" stage. I fear my boyfriend won't stand for it much longer! I love him so much, and hate being in a bad room around the most beautiful human being I've ever known! He's rarely in a bad mood, always positive and smiling...It makes it that much harder being a raving lunatic around!! Kidding of course...He has supported me through thick and thin.
For that I am so greatful! I'm more frustrated than I am a raving lunatic anyway!! I am really unhappy with my food supply though..I will be more on target once I am able to afford some decent groceries...for now I just have to keep it together!
I forgot yesterday's food diary:
Breakfast: brussel sprouts in butter sauce with 2 egg omelette; 1 cheese string (my last one!)
Snack: none
Lunch: Large spinach salad (boston pizza) with grilled chicken breast
Snack:none
Supper: Hot wings which I detected a bit of breading on..booo hisss...but i didn't pay for them, so i ate them out of pure starvation and guilt for having been treated.
I so need to earn some money and buy my own groceries so I can feel in control of this process. Otherwise, I am doomed to fail
I went to University on an empty stomach (very bad idea). I'm so terrible in the morning when I have an early class. It's hard to give myself enough time to maintain basic hygiene, let alone make a SB friendly breakfast. I'll work on that...I didn't end up going to the gym, as I had a major assigment due today and I was up all night tweaking it! As I came home from University, I was just about there when I slipped on this huge patch of ice and landed on my knee.
I have one really sexy black and blue knee look out!I feel terrible because I know these crazy bad moods will pass, but I'm so stressed about school, finding a job, and making my basic payments this month that I want to explode.
I really need to get out of the "Debbie Downer" stage. I fear my boyfriend won't stand for it much longer! I love him so much, and hate being in a bad room around the most beautiful human being I've ever known! He's rarely in a bad mood, always positive and smiling...It makes it that much harder being a raving lunatic around!! Kidding of course...He has supported me through thick and thin. For that I am so greatful! I'm more frustrated than I am a raving lunatic anyway!! I am really unhappy with my food supply though..I will be more on target once I am able to afford some decent groceries...for now I just have to keep it together!I forgot yesterday's food diary:
Breakfast: brussel sprouts in butter sauce with 2 egg omelette; 1 cheese string (my last one!)
Snack: none
Lunch: Large spinach salad (boston pizza) with grilled chicken breast
Snack:none
Supper: Hot wings which I detected a bit of breading on..booo hisss...but i didn't pay for them, so i ate them out of pure starvation and guilt for having been treated.
I so need to earn some money and buy my own groceries so I can feel in control of this process. Otherwise, I am doomed to fail
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