Warning: rambling ahead

I can't believe it's Thursday already! I had a piece of ice cream cake with my DD who turned 2 years old this weekend, but other than that not doing too bad. I really don't feel like I'm losing very much though! Aagh.

I don't know what to do because I've been trying to eat more. I had been wondering if I've been eating enough, so I ate on a schedule whether I was hungry or not, but now I haven't been losing weight...Then I think about the studies that have come out recently that talk about living longer because of less food consumption...

Here's my question: what is the difference between anorexia and not eating because of potential life longevity? Just the intent? It seems intent could be manipulated to suit the situation. I actually do believe that a certain amount of food consumption lessening has got to create longevity since there would be such a decrease in chemicals, processed stuff, etc., but where is the stopping point? When does it become anorexia? When it's compulsive/obsessive? It seems both forms have a certain amount of C/O.

Anyway, should I feel bad because I eat much less than what the experts recommend? Not only do I not eat as much, but I'm not even hungry for the most part? Is it anorexia because I'm trying to justify it? I def don't look anorexic.

I guess I need to stop rambling.