Hey world...so today I went skiing...it was amaxing my second time but this was better! Anyways...I had everything planned out food wise...I had an egg sanwich on an oopsie for breakfast but couldn't eat it...the smell made me gag...at the mountain's cafeteria i got a salad still staying on plan and it was frozen...cucumber, lettuce, everything frozen...so instead I ate fries and a hamburger...and it was nasty so not worth the cheat..but i was starving...
So I'm over it though just mad I didn't enjoy it...now I'm sneezing and such..but I'm claiming my healing now!...

Dedicated

1-1-08

One thing I realized today is that even though I've had an emotionally difficult week and I wasn't feeling well, I did NOT use food for comfort!


Today's food:

B: 3 fried eggs, tea w/ cream

L: chicken w/ mushrooms & onion, raw celery

D: more chicken, salad w/ Italian dressing, tea w/ cream

Tomorrow I will weigh myself (I've decided Sunday AM will be my official weigh-in) so I'm hoping for good news on the scale

Blessings!

ilovemylocks

Home scale was at 157.

Busy day today. Will is at ski patrol and Kenny came over to watch Chloe while I picked up the back yard (from the dog) before the rain/snow came in.
It was gloomy, but warm. It was great. I got the entire yard picked up and I took Chloe out to swing. She loved it. And of course it got cold all of a sudden and I could tell the rain was coming.

I baby sat Chloe and Marci while Kenny and Susan went to a train show and Costco. Chloe is not really taking to potty training. She just pottys in her pants and tells me after the fact. Very stressful...

abvidrine

I feel lost, weary, lonely, overwhelmed and have taken so many wrong turns. You know the plans You have for me. Order my steps! I feel stuck in life between the questions "why?" and "when?" Before I give up and shut down with an "I don't care anymore" attitude, please meet me right now where my needs are. Reveal to me your blessed assurance in a way that I could not doubt your presence and provision in my life. Change my heart, thoughts and words. If there are no doors of escape from my circumstances, teach me to endure with courage, faith, a plan of action...

s1mon3

Dont know if the scale moved because TOM s coming soon I hate that part. I did walk a mile in 20 min yesterday which felt great. I made sure that I am in ketosis so I must be burning some fat somewhere My daughter is singing again this morn so its time to get ready. Whats weird is usually around this time before TOM I am usually not feeling to well, but this month I feel OK. Maybe its because there isnt any poisons in my body Everyone have a great weekend

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