love letter to me from me from my DISEASE!!

ravae11 · 11-23-2007, 06:51 AM

I AM YOUR DISEASE!!! I hate recovery. I hate support groups. I hate anyone who has a a support Program To all that come in contact with me, I wish you suffering and death. Allow me to introduce myself. I am the disease of food addiction.

I am cunning, baffling and powerful. That's me! I've killed millions
and enjoyed doing it. I love to catch you by surprise. I love
pretending I'm your friend and lover.

I've given you comfort. Wasn't I there when you were lonely? When you wanted to die, didn't you call on me?I love to make you hurt. I love to make you cry. Better yet, I love it when I make you so numb you can't hurt and you can't cry. You feel nothing at all.I give you instant gratification. All I ask in return is long-term suffering. I've always been there for you. When things were going right, you invited me back. You said you didn't deserve to be happy. I agreed with you. Together we were able to destroy your life.

People don't take me seriously. They take strokes seriously. They take heart attacks seriously. Even diabetes, they take seriously. Yet, without my help, these things wouldn't be possible.I'm such a hated disease, yet I don't come uninvited. You choose to have me. Many have chosen me instead of love and peace.

When you settle for mere existence, I thrive and grow more powerful
every day, but when you work to feel fully alive, I weaken.
I hate all of you who have recovery. Your Program, your support groups and your persistence weakens me. I can't function in the manner I'm accustomed to. When you have recovery, I must lie here
quietly, but I’m always here waiting for you. Until we meet again, I wish you Continued suffering and death.

Sincerely,
Your diseaseI

bjw · 11-24-2007, 05:41 AM

Wonderful post and so true!
Thanks,
Jean

LuckyKitty · 11-28-2007, 10:26 AM

Excellent post!

Do you mind if I ask you a question about your WOE? What is modified Greysheet? I ask b/c I've always been interested in the program, but something's holding me back, I wonder if a modified version would be helpful. If it's too personal I apologize and I totally understand, just ignore me

11-23-2007, 06:51 AM	#1
ravae11 Senior LCF Member Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Wonderland Posts: 141 Gallery: ravae11 Stats: 210/128 WOE: modified greysheet Start Date: July 8, 1986	love letter to me from me from my DISEASE!! I AM YOUR DISEASE!!! I hate recovery. I hate support groups. I hate anyone who has a a support Program To all that come in contact with me, I wish you suffering and death. Allow me to introduce myself. I am the disease of food addiction. I am cunning, baffling and powerful. That's me! I've killed millions and enjoyed doing it. I love to catch you by surprise. I love pretending I'm your friend and lover. I've given you comfort. Wasn't I there when you were lonely? When you wanted to die, didn't you call on me?I love to make you hurt. I love to make you cry. Better yet, I love it when I make you so numb you can't hurt and you can't cry. You feel nothing at all.I give you instant gratification. All I ask in return is long-term suffering. I've always been there for you. When things were going right, you invited me back. You said you didn't deserve to be happy. I agreed with you. Together we were able to destroy your life. People don't take me seriously. They take strokes seriously. They take heart attacks seriously. Even diabetes, they take seriously. Yet, without my help, these things wouldn't be possible.I'm such a hated disease, yet I don't come uninvited. You choose to have me. Many have chosen me instead of love and peace. When you settle for mere existence, I thrive and grow more powerful every day, but when you work to feel fully alive, I weaken. I hate all of you who have recovery. Your Program, your support groups and your persistence weakens me. I can't function in the manner I'm accustomed to. When you have recovery, I must lie here quietly, but I’m always here waiting for you. Until we meet again, I wish you Continued suffering and death. Sincerely, Your diseaseI

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11-24-2007, 05:41 AM	#2
bjw Senior LCF Member Join Date: Apr 2005 Location: Raleigh, NC Posts: 351 Gallery: bjw Stats: 263 as of 12- 26 07 WOE: Atkins induction Start Date: 8-11-08 start yet again	Wonderful post and so true! Thanks, Jean

11-28-2007, 10:26 AM	#3
LuckyKitty MAJOR LCF POSTER! Join Date: Sep 2004 Location: Kentucky Posts: 2,653 Gallery: LuckyKitty Stats: size 22-24/12-14/toned 8-10 WOE: Applying what I learned from Dr. A to MY body Start Date: 9/1/02	Excellent post! Do you mind if I ask you a question about your WOE? What is modified Greysheet? I ask b/c I've always been interested in the program, but something's holding me back, I wonder if a modified version would be helpful. If it's too personal I apologize and I totally understand, just ignore me